wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Sunday, January 9, 2005
mommy's 52! =)

now it's my mom's birthday =) she turned 52...

we had breakfast in tagaytay *josephine's... i didn't go to the band-aid contract signing because of the breakfast thing... it was a last minute plan that's why i just told russ to tell the committee of my situation...

ate orange and katch arrived around 11 so they didn't get on the breakfast buffet on time... so they got into the lunch buffet... which is better than the breakfast buffet!

anyway, i just slept all day and when i woke up, it's time to go to gateway and listen to jazz music... the band tonight was better than the last one... although the drummer last week was a guest jammer tonight and played the bonggos...



i just got home and just sound tripping (as always) and watching tv... (o diba, multi-tasking! haha!)

haaaaaaaaay....... you know what, if you look at my life it's so depressing... i dunno... no one really knows me, actually... even my own family doesn't know me... people who see me as a jolly person always doesn't know what he/she is talking about... people don't know how stressful my life is... although it's good that people see me as a jolly person pero minsan it's a negative thing for me... my life sucks... i dunno... i see myself as a loser... i'm the type of person who didn't have a time when people all liked me... everytime at least one person really hates my fcuking guts... pero if you think about it, not everybody likes you... it doesn't only happen to me...

haaaaaay... i don't get myself.... whenever i'm alone, i arrange my thoughts and fortunately i get to arrange it... pero pag may kasama na ko and i get to hear their sides and see the possibilities or i get to see the things around me, i get to unfortunately mess up my thoughts again... even if i know my original thoughts are the ones i should be following...

i hate it.. hate it hate it hate it.....

12:46 AM

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