wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Thursday, April 28, 2005
hate it

don't you just hate it when people are like "ay alam mo ba? ay... de wag na lang, wag na lang... bawal sabihin..." tang ina bawal pala sabihin eh! naghint ka pa? punyeta.
don't you just hate it because you feel like whenever that is done, you feel left out. that's just plain shit.

i'm pretty heated up right now... cause this is exactly how i feel. fuckshit. i'll be going somewhere tomorrow and i just don't feel like it anymore. at first i was kinda excited because i'll be going out in this crappy house and meet chatterboxed people. just seeing people whom i know i will never see again makes me happy. passers-by. now i just feel that lameness of waking up and seeing people again. i'm not excited anymore. now all that's in my head are: hassle of waking up very early tomorrow and the need of going all the way to school (wait for a long time there) and head to katipunan. hassle hassle hassle. wala na yung feeling ng want. wala na yung feeling ng adventure.

and you know what more is sucky? people who drink when they have problems... wala ka bang kaibigan na pwede mong kausapin na para makalimutan mo yung problema mo kahit konti at sandali lang? ang lungkot naman ng buhay mo. that's just beer or alcohol. don't be stupid. use your head. yun lang naman yung gusto eh: effect sayo. pwede rin yung taste pero ang sad pa rin ng buhay mo kasi it seems like you haven't discovered the world yet. effect? shit. sad sad sad.

i really hate people right now. what's my problem? yan. yan lahat. lahat ng tinype ko. pero ang pinaka-nakakapang-init ng ulo sa lahat yung pinaka una... "tang ina ang ganda talaga ng sinabi nya" "ano un?" "bawal sabihin eh..." puta ka. yun yung sinabi ng utak ko. di ko alam kung nang-aasar eh!

ang laki ba ng problema ko? kung malaki, paliitin nyo. ang dami nyong ganyan eh.

aloha

11:18 PM

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