wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Wednesday, April 20, 2005
what?

i've been thinking about this for a long time now...

i was talking to tapel last night and found out things... grabe, since august of 2003... haaay... how come i have never noticed? so stupid at these things... magdadalawang taon na! i'm a rock... i'm a robot... tin lady, you all should call me... ignorance is bliss, yes... but sometimes, ignorance is just plain ignorance... so many things have passed... i've been talking for the past 1 1/2 years til 5am... i know it's malabo... you have not a clue of what the hell i'm blabbering about... gibbirish... these all are background noises for you...

how come? stupidity.

now i'm scared... of being rejected... of being replaced... of being left...

i realized things before and thought this was not the right time... tapel gave his O-P-I-N-I-O-N-S last night... which for me are not that far from happening... it's a risky decision... and i know i'll end up hurting someone... whichever i choose... i'll end up hurting someone... and they'll both tell me they understand but they really fucking don't... it's twice harder on me than on them...

seriousness can sometimes be just a lie... and then you just wouldn't know if it's still real or just good at acting... "it's not in the face, it's in the performance" -->tapel... that quote is passive... think about it...

haaay... learn to read thy actions and learn from thy actions...

bear with me

aloha

12:49 PM

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