wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Friday, May 27, 2005
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.

As usual, I spent my whole day in Katipunan. And as usual, I ended up money-less.

You know what, even if I spent the entire day outside, I still feel left out of something.

Argh!!!!!!!!! Something is really bothering me!!!!!!!!!! Should I stay or should I go? (song)... Hahaha! Pero it's not funny... I'm serious with that. And that goes with everything that's happening in my life right now. Hindi lang sa isang bagay. It goes with EVERYTHING.

Damnt... I need to hang out in a different place. Excited about tomorrow! I'll be away from Katipunan and spend my time with my barkada.

I feel left out. I feel left out with a lot of things. And because of that, I don't know what to do anymore.

I am pretty heated up with a certain person right now. No one knows who s\he is. Only I have the knowledge of who this person is. (Syempre)! So if you think you know, think again. You might not know. Although I think this will pass. Maybe after I finish typing this entry, it will all fade. Baka "hate entry" ko lang to. Just to release the anger and maybe stress and yeah, a bit insecurity.

Anyway, the most fun thing that happened to me today was playing billiards with Nyko and Guibs in Celebrity. It made me forget my worries kahit na saglit lang. Watching The Madagascar movie was fun but only for a while. I don't know! Kill me. I haven't been thinking straight and I need a shooting pistol pointed straight into my head. I can't see anything that's happening in my life with sense or that makes any sense at all.

I am weak. I admit it. I am weak. So please shoot me as I get weaker and weaker. (See how weak I am? I never let my self-esteem go higher). Haaaayy... Anlaki ng problema ko.

Aloha

9:13 PM

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