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new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
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kubo

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sea food

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bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

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October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Sunday, May 15, 2005
---- smile ----

I know you don't care but I just heard this song again and wala lang, nagustuhan ko hehe! Ngayon ko na lang ulit narinig eh tsaka ngayon lang nag-sink-in yung lyrics hahahaha! Bobbing... Hahaha ;)

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me
truely loved me yes,
I learned awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me

And so I go around and just pretend loving not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
That you never let them see you sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord know its killing me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make-up, put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
I'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me
cause I'm dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...
on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la laaaa

Sometimes I sit at home by the phone hoping he might call me
but he dont call me
but then I realize dreams come true aren't for girls like me
not like me,

and so i go around with my head up like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
I'm into other things
cause you never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make-up, put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
I'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me
cause I'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face...
on my face

oooh... Its not an easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that I would choose
but what else can I do if he don't love me no
if he don't want me
I'm not about to sit around let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So I put on my make-up, put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
I'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me
cause I'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face...
on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
I'll keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
I'll keep singing la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
I'll keep singing la la la-la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la laLaaaa

wala lang hehehe :)

Anyway, we went to Pampanga a while ago because it's my tita's birthday! :) But before we headed to Macabebe, we stopped first at Guagua. It was a great place. You can really feel the province air. Hehe! I like the house (which was my father's side's) we went to a while ago. Luma na pero maganda pa rin. Pero I think it's creepy at night. Maganda naman sa umaga haha! Ang cute pa nga nung isang bata dun. She might be three years of age. She has curly hair and big beautiful eyes. :) So pretty :) I don't know if she's a relative of mine. She's really cute! :)

We got to Macabebe, Pampanga around lunch time. Right on schedule! It was like fiesta all over again with all the food served. There were fried chicken, sugpo, crabs, grilled tilapia, and lots more. I was sooooo full. And of course di mawawala ang magical ensaymada of tita's! Nyum nyum! :) hehe...

My gay inaanak was there a while ago din hehe! I put make-up on him. Haha! Well, what can we do? He's already gay! Might as well accept it na lang. Hehe! :) His ate was there and I put make-up on her, too. :) This is the effect of boredom. Hehe!

Anyway, tomorrow, my parents will be off to Laguna. Magbbeach. Huhuhuhu! I haven't been to a beach this summer (yet)! Huhuhuhu! :( We'll be having a practice kasi tomorrow in Future Star, Katipunan (1-3pm) then maybe go to Bruce's birthday party around 6pm.


Happy 66th birthday to my TITA SIDING! :) mwah! :) thanks for the ensaymada! :)

aloha

9:08 PM

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