wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Sunday, October 2, 2005
SUPPLIES!!!! I had no idea... :)

Dear God,

Thank You for giving me such a nice day yesterday. Thank you for such friends who worked hard for the party and for their effort. Lord, they made me feel special. I liked it. :)

Thank You Lord, most especially to Patsy first. She planned these all. I am so grateful for her. She made me feel my birthday was important, as well as I was important to her, too. :) Thank You for giving her to me. I promise to take care of her as she took care of me for the past few months. Lord, just help me with her "garapalan" attitude *hehe* like throwing the cards last night while playing bullshit *oops sorry... may kidlat*.. I don't know... Help me with it. Help me disregard those first and let me look at the bright side of her attitude. It is completely seen and yet I tend to look on the other way. Here we go again with our silent petty fights. Help me Lord. Basta Lord, thank You for giving Patsy to me. She still is my greatest challenge because she tests my patience with simple things like those. Thank You Lord. I love her Lord. I love her in a way that I see my self as a *yes, I admit* mother. :)

Thank You Lord for Kei and Andy for the preparation. I appreciate every bit of their effort. Lord, mahal na mahal ko sila. Pati sila Nyko, Ken, and all those who came last night. Camcam came Lord, I'm so thankful. :) Sorry Lord for not entertaining people well last night. I was a bit tipsy and dizzy but still standing. Hehe :)

Thank You Lord for giving me Vincent. :) He made me feel special, as well. Dear God, eight years is a long time. I don't want to think about it because it might not come true. But then again, it is You who holds everything. I know You have everything planned for me and it is all for the better. I just hope Lord that the eight years is your better plan for me. :)

Lord help me with Guibani Lord. Alam ko pong ilang stage pa rin po pero Lord please make it easier for me. I know that all I can do now is to accept everything, too and to not leave him, of course. I understand him Lord. Help me. Help him as well. Patagal nang patagal, nag-iiba na tingin ko sa kanya. Hindi na kaibigan. Para na lang stranger. Ok lang maging dramachine pero, basta. Lord, alam Nyo na po yun. Help.

Thanks for Ken who treated us the Cello's.:) Thank you for my besty for treating us the YellowCab.:) Thanks for Nic for the acting and for the place and kuryente. :) Thanks for the ones who went last night. It means a lot to me. It means a lot, too to the ones who prepared. :) I love them Lord. I so love them. :)

Thanks for the ones who prepared talaga. Aaaww... Green and yellow. Banner of my name in yellow and green and then a red flower on the side made by Chesca. The food, the place, the people who came and prepared, Lord I really appreciated it. Sobrang I felt my birthday was so special to them. While I was listening to their kwentos, I felt so special. No one has ever done that to me. I'm glad they're the first ones to do that to me. :)

Thank You for such blessings.

Lord, I worry about my friends. Pano po pag nagkabf na rin yang mga yan? I'll be happy for them, yes. But I'm afraid that they might get hurt. Gusto ko parati silang masaya. Pero oo nga, di naman parati masaya. Buti na nga lang po ok sila kay Vincent. Good thing...

I see myself as a mom na talaga or minsan ate. Lord help me be a cool "ate" or sige na nga, "mom". Ayoko maging overprotective sa kanila. Gusto ko po kasing lagi silang "inaalagaan" eh. Ewan. Kasi I see them as my family na eh, not as my best friends. Help.

Lord, as I wipe off these tears, I pray to You. I thank You Lorad for what had happened to me. I thank You Lord and I thank them soo much. :) I love you guys! I love You! :)

Amen

---> That was my prayer a while ago at the chapel before I go home. I prayed for the wonderful thing happened. :) I love you guys! I love You! :)

Babawi naman ako! Hehehe! Saluhan to! :)

Thanks... Sobra... :)


Happy Birthday Saaaammmmiiiieeeeeeeeeeee :,)

Aloha

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