wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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by-standers

Thursday, September 21, 2006
I don't have it

All day I've been blog hopping, OC marathon, surfing the net, chatting, etc. No brainer, right? Actually it's not. I've realized that I've been missing out a lot. I've been too busy worrying about myself and my future that I haven't been focusing on the things that really matter. My life has no meaning...yet. Yeah it's nice because I've been doing what I really want for the past few months. I've been playing as often as possible in front of a crowd. I've been spending a lot of time with my family and friends. I've been with the same person for a year and so. I've been happy, yeah. I thought I was living my life because I've been doing the things that I passionately love. I can only live as Sammie once, right? Yeah. However, I've read that some people have lived their lives by doing something memorable. I haven't done that, not even once!

Yeah I'm still young. Yeah I can't do everything just yet because I'm only 17 (Wow 17 na pala ako ehehhe). I want to start.

If my life was written in a book, it might sound fun, ok; however, it lacks color. I don't want to make promises. I just want to do it. Every single day is non sense. All those stressful plates are yeah, going to help. Most days are just going out, hanging out with some friends, Vincent taking me home, sleeping on my couch. Shit my life has been a cycle. Better break it.

Well better than being square, huh?

(Wow did every 17 year old thought of this after 2 days their 17th birthday?) Hmmm..

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It's a celebration. Come join me please. Food and booze, all for free. My treat. What more can you ask for excluding love life? You bet your ass there's none! Come come!

FRIDAY
- Devil's kitchen, Espanya

SATURDAY
- Gerry's Grill, Libis

I'll be seeing your pretty face there! ;)

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Jordi Labanda has released his Sept07 fashion line. It's all good. I wish there's a Jordi Labanda store here in the Phils. If you happen to know one, tag me. I'll be waiting. In the mean time, I'll be settling for Mng and Zara.

Oooohhh Selfish selfish selfish.

So blessed and yet I still want more.

This is not what I want to be like.

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I remembered what I said to Elizabeth Chavez, the woman I was assigned to in the Correctional (Outreach program when I was in High School). I told her in our last visit that I'd come by to see her soon. It's been 9 months since I last saw her. How is she? I half meant it when I said that. I want to make her feel special cause she hasn't had any visitors then, not even her family. Has she been waiting or has she been assigned to someone new right now? I wonder.

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So tell me. What does my future look like? Canada or Japan? Blimey it's going to be hard and harsh. Ok, I won't think about this for the moment. I'll just take it day by day. Party tomorrow and on Saturday. Right.

I better get some shut eye. Someone's waiting. :)

11:48 PM

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