wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

: wants to come
by-standers

Monday, March 2, 2009
I am crazy

That suits me better than "iamkinky".

Just...shut up.

I hate myself right now 'cause I'm being emo. Iew. Iew talaga. Just typing it makes me feel... jologs. But shit right now, what I feel is worse than numb. As emo as this sounds but, it's like umabot na sa point na I have to see blood and check if I'll be feeling something. Parang ganun. Tangina kadiri yung pagka-emo fuck. I hate myself for being like this!

I'm really on thin ice. It's really up to me how I'd handle that, but I'd appreciate it maybe if you'll help? I don't know. I'm really not good at this.

I want to be in my room and just stay there for a year or so. No phones. No internet. I'll just figure out how I'll get stuff from the outside after. Hmm. Well, maybe a little internet but will not talk to anybody. I want to shut life out and just be alone.

It's like everything I do is wrong or is a mistake.

I wish someone will understand me without me explaining. I also wish no one will understand me so that I could show a pretty face and get away with it.

Aaaaaarrrg I hate it I hate it I hate it. I have to pull myself together in no time.

1:25 AM

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