urban nomadic

UPDATE!

2009-08-16T22:14:00.008+08:00

Well, nothing much has been up, really. I've just been really busy with school and gym. I follow a very repetitive routine every day 'cause if I don't, I'd be like a Bride-zilla on her wedding day. Haha

30th

This was dinner in a resto along N. Garcia. I forgot the name of the resto but I loved it 'cause it's Italian. :) This was Vincent's parents' wedding anniversary! Congrats tito and tita!

The kid in the middle is Vincent's nephew, Nico. HYPER!!! I love Nico! He's my favorite haha!

CHICKEN PESTO!

OH MY GOD. THANK ANDY FOR BRING ME TO LONG ISLAND! She brought me there one afternoon and OH MY GOD it was "cheap heaven"! HAHA 70bucks for a meal this good!

And it looked like this after 10mins:

HAHAHAHAHA!

TALA GALLERY

Jigger had his own art exhibit in Tala. CONGRATS!

Plus, I love the free henna tat. HAHAHAHA! Entertaining.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOLO!
We celebrated papa's birthday in Cyma, Eastwood. Pollux was as always the apple of our eyes. :)
With Ninang
With Lolo

CUBAOEX-perience

I bought old records that don't work for display in my room, and a new alarm clock. It's sooooo cute!

I hung out in My Breathing Place. It's where I bought my alarm clock. :)

TGang is still consistent.
I miss my PSID friends, and I'll be missing JAYME more 'cause she's going back to Japan! :(
Mish needs a hug. A very BIG one!
And I need to get some rest.

Hopeful to update more in the next few weeks, yes?

In between

2009-07-17T16:50:00.003+08:00

Some things are better left unsaid. It's just that, you wouldn't be able to understand. And just when I'm about to think I can live all by myself, I get greedy. I'm not asking to be understood, though. I just want to be in a happy state at all times. It's just not applicable at all times. Running away for as far as possible isn't considered cowardly, right? It just suggests that I'm not in my happy state and I don't want to ruin it for others.

A rush of blood to the head!

2009-05-14T00:24:00.005+08:00

I went to the office this morning to get my field assignments. Went site visiting after in West Triangle then off to Makati for fabric swatches. First, I went to Weaves of Asia (Jupiter st.) then Townes (Pasay Road). Twas fun! Pretty fabricssss! Better experience than in Shell Canvas. Ang alikabok! Couldn't breathe properly there!

Anyway, then Nic texted that she has no more classes! So I met her up in THub, MiniStop! It's open, thank God!! May matatambayan na ko na mura lang yung kape! HAHAHAHA!

Nic treated me CHILLZ (coffee flavor). Nyam nyam! (mmm) Tenkz galpal! Then ate chicken! Another nyam nyam! (mmm) Then, it all started here. I BECAME SO muh-thu-fuh-kin *Brit accent* HYPER!!! CHILLZ and MiniStop chicken is a scary BUT VERYYYY GOOOOODDD combination! I love the feeling!! Or was it because I used Nic's spoon and fork? Hmmm...

SWINE FLU?!?!?!?!?!?! *tray-slam to my head*

And now my head hurts 'cause of the tray. De joke. 'Cause of my hyper-activeness! Hahaha! I was wearing a bonnet, to add my weirdness today. Hahahaha! So there. Maybe my head didn't get much air or oxygen.

MEGANON???? HAHAHAHA! Omg! I'm so scientific today! It's like I'm a muh-thu-fuh-kin genius tudai? *Brit accent*

HYPERACTIVITY, again seeping through my veins! I thought after urinating, I would've released every hint of it in my system. Oh well. I love the feeling!! Nic, you're my own personal brand of heroine. WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

OHMYGAAAAAAA Namiss ko bigla TWILIGHT! HAHAHAHAHA!! Kill me nooooowwww

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The Promise - When In Rome
SUPER SUPER SUPER KADUPER weird! I experienced LSS without even hearing the song! I think there's a random playlist in my head, subconsciously being played. And now, I've been playing it over and over and over again for 2 or 3 straight nights! I wonder how the brain works. How can it store billions and billions of memories, information, songs and lyircs, faces, conversations, random nothingness, etc.? I'm amazed. :D

Anyway, I'm off to Bora in a few. I'm not even done packing yet! Vincent will pick me up at around 5am. Flight is at 11:40pm pa! But his family insisted that we eat breakfast all together. Oke! Sounds like a plan! :)

Will pack now! *eyebrows up and down* HARHARHAR!

Aren't we too old and mature for this?

2009-05-12T17:10:00.002+08:00

It's just sad and disappointing.

Extra sugar, extra salt, extra oil and msg!

2009-05-06T21:44:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday VINCENT!!!! Lavyoo :)

I surprised him (anticipated haha). I went to his house at 12mn and gave him 12 happy peanuts, 2 choco knots (since walang chocnut) and 2 coke saktos in a plastic. :D Cheap thrills never fail us! :) Plus I wrote him a song. HARHAR. Ok. Cheesy much.

My gift for him

Anyhoo, before that, I was in Katipunan with Nic and Nyko. :D Sorry to burst your happy bubble Nic. Sometimes we just have to be harsh. :/

We played with Maiqui after! I missed her soooo! :)

I love you Nyko. I love you Nic.

call me Margot Tenenbaum

2009-05-03T16:45:00.005+08:00

Nic and I watched Amelie at Vincent's 'cause he brought home an Epson Projector! Yipeeeeeee!!! We watched Amelie
but we didn't get to finish it 'cause the DVD's busted at the latter part. So, boooooo! Good thing Nic has a copy so she gave me a copy of it plus many more movies including Benny and Joon, Imagine and The Royal Tenenbaums. I enjoyed every movie Nic! Thankssssss!!!! :D

Johnny Depp was LOOOOVVVEEE in Benny and Joon!

I wish I lived in London during the 60s. Or have I?
I love the Beatles so much, and John Lennon was hands-down amazing and lovely. I wish he lived longer for Yoko and Sean.

I wanna watch this again! I will watch this again later I swear! Grabe diba WHERE HAVE I BEEN????

I LOVE MARGOT TENENBAUM!!!

There's something better... Yuno?

2009-05-03T15:30:00.003+08:00

Last night I had fun in Paranaque with Nic's family and Coolpal! Haha!

Everything happens for a reason. You just have to accept it and go with the flow. You'll learn a lot. :)

Love feels just like pain.

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My nephew is here again!! Bonding time with my fellow wavelength! HAHAHAHA! I love it that my family ate lunch together! Aside from the fact that it's my parent's wedding Anniversary lunch, we usually spend lunch on Sundays. I always look forward to it. :)

Feeling gloomy

2009-04-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

Key words for today:

He's just not that into you.

Do not enter. One way.

Do you think I'm sexy? Do you think I really caaaaarrrreeeee?

They think I'm crazy.

"It's hard to do, it's hard to try
Hard to stop wondering why"

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I'm here at Nic's house.

Went site visiting this afternoon before I met up with Nic and Vincent. I didn't get much pictures 'cause the shop was sooooo small and they had a customer. I know I should've, but I just took measurements. I have to go back to take pictures tomorrow then work on it the whole weekend 'cause this project is rushed. Can't go to Zambales anymore with Vincent and F2 people. I have no money, too. Will just hang-out with my friends after.

I have to be sane. My mind's not in the right condition. I have to set my priorities in the right order. Or at least balance everything.

Responsibilities.

2009-04-25T13:38:00.004+08:00

Kelan naging "NO" and "BAHALA NA"?

Kelan naging "AYOKO" ang "HINDI PWEDE"?

Kelan naging "YES" ang "NO" at "NO ang "YES"?

Kelan ka naging cool?

Kelan naging babae ang lalaki at lalaki ang babae?

Kelan naging HENYO and IMBENTO?

Kelan naging PWEDE ang lahat nang 'to?

Hindi lahat ng "QUOTABLE QUOTES" eh applicable sa lahat ng situation.

PLEASE NOTE!

Samminess misses The OC

2009-04-14T04:51:00.001+08:00

Honey and the moon - Joseph Arthur

2009-04-13T18:19:00.001+08:00

GONE - ESTHERO

Why would you stay if its killing us both just to be here?
There's no more room to grow and you wont find yourself 'till you leave me.
It's a beautiful world outside these walls,
and I love you too much to hold you down
with my light shine.....
and its blinding you...so
G'on....get away.....leave me be
'cause I dont wanna see your face around here.

Now don't complicate it,
I don't have it in me to hate you.
I was meant to be your freedom.
I just want to be your faerie.
And I try to teach you, but I can only stay for one more day
then I am....
Gone....get away....leave me be
cause I dont wanna see your face around here.

There aint nothing here for you if you stay.
And its so hard to hear myself say
"go away"
instead of " baby please stay just one more day"
I barely have the strength to leave you
and you don't wanna be with me
So go on (just get gone)
and leave me alone...

cee-lo: that isn't true
girl, how could you say what you not mean?
oh we used to have such a hot thing
and I just cant go anywhere and be not seen
but for the love of you theres places I have stopped being
and don't make me start about all the sweets and all the shopping
I mean God I even went out and got a ring
And its no cliche
Love is blind its in you Literally- stop seeing
But when you truly love someone, girl, you wouldn't be shamed
And if I did not see you there, girl, I wouldn't have came
You must have some strong shoulders 'cause thats where you be putting the blame
Whoever said fucked up your head
Talking bout if you had love then you wouldn't have pain.

Pollux Katsuyama

2009-04-11T20:24:00.005+08:00

And this is me with Pollux and my sisters :)

Happy Black Saturday people! Hope you're all having more fun than I am. I've only been watching movies the whole day!

Holy week

2009-04-10T03:34:00.004+08:00

Holidays always make me sad. I dunno why. I'm a family person but sometimes, issues get in our way.

I'm going to Pampanga in a few and I don't like to. All I do is use the internet when I'm there. Hello I can do that here in Manila! Hay. People don't usually talk there. I enjoy it when my sisters are with me, but they're arriving on Saturday pa! Isang araw din yun. Hay.

I don't enjoy it too 'cause I'm not that close with my cousins. Our age gap plays a very big part on why we're not that close. I can't talk about stuff with them. They always treat me as the "kid" in our clan. Fine, internet will keep me busy. Haha!

Anyway, Holy week has so far been... ok. At least I witnessed two siblings getting back together and putting their grudges aside, which was nice. :) I also got to meet new people and getting addicted to PLURK more and more! Haha!

PLUS! A new addiction: POLYVORE! It's sooo fun! Nakakaaliw. Haha!

This one's my outfit a while ago. Haha!

And here's one I made for Mar (na tinulugan ako sa Plurk! HAHAHA)

Hay. I'm so envious of people going to the beach and stuff. I know it's Holy week so we're supposed to be in our "holy-est" behavior. I hate to break the cycle, but I really do want a FUN Holy week, not the traditional mourning one. However, I do feel guilty that I haven't been following the no-meat rule on Fridays. 'Cause well, you know me, I'm partly DORY. HAHAHA! I forget! Darn it. Well, I guess since it's Good Friday today and I'm with my family the whole day, there'll be no meat on the table.

Anyway, will have to go. I'll take a bath and off.

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God, I know I'm not worthy but please help me pass UP.

Ju-on, high fashion mode

2009-04-08T13:10:00.003+08:00

Snap I like this set!

Check check check!

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No sure plans yet for today but hopefully I get to see my friends! :)

Impulsive

2009-03-31T03:36:00.004+08:00

I miss traveling. All of a sudden I wanted to go/get away. I miss riding the plane (despite the movies I've seen lately that consist crashing of planes). I love my comfort zone (which is MANILA, basically hahaha), but I'm game to be in a foreign and/or uncivilized area once in a while.

I want you to meet: NICO MADRID

Hahahaha!!!! He's Vincent's nephew. So like the uncle. HAHAHA!

Well, I spent my whole afternoon last Sunday with him. Kinikilig ako kasi he remembers me already!!!!! :D

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The past week, I've been:

1. working

2. sourcing some materials for our business (plus taking care of Mish hahahaha)

3. hanging out with my friends (also through PLURK) hahaha

4. spending time with my better half

Hmmmmm... Weird, kung sino pa yung madalas kong makasama, yun pa yung wala akong bagong pictures!!! Hay.

NOTE TO SELF: Charge the digicam. And also, cross-process the filmsssss already!

Anyway, I'm still sick. Kinda. Good thing I'll be just staying home tomorrow. Home based again, wuhoo! But I'll be working on CAD again. Hmmm. I guess this is better than spending on gas going to work.

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Reward thy self.

After working for money and actually saving it, I rewarded myself. I bought me a new pair of denim shorts and 2 pairs of shoes (Buy 1 Take 1 in Schu!). Then Vincent treated me some shirts. New clothes in my closet FINALLY! I've been wearing the same stuff over and over again!

My next buys are:

1. 2-pc

2. a new pair of Havs (parating wala akong size!!!!)

In the mean time, I'm just trying to enjoy some of the excess money I saved before I get to really use it all for the business. It's not all for me, the money I spent. I treated my friends over for breakfast, coffee, KFC and stuff. Where's the fun of earning your own money when you're all alone? :)

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People don't change.
We change.

Just like me

2009-03-10T16:06:00.003+08:00

just like me ft. t.i. - jamie foxx.mp3 -

For the video, click here to watch it on Youtube. Sorry no direct video from Youtube. I can't embed it. Booooo Pero super hilarious!!! My flu went away when I saw this on MTV like a month ago. HAHAHA! Seriousssss!

So loving this! HAHAHAH! :D

What Sarah Said

2009-03-10T14:25:00.004+08:00

Some exciting news from the most unexcited person:

1. ERASERHEADS CONCERT!

Yes, Vincent and I went there. It was my first and last Eraserheads concert. Snap. Isang beses ko lang sila mapapanuod sa buong buhay ko ng live, to think ang mga kanta nila ay ang mga kinalakihan ko. Favorite ko sila super, ever since bata pa ako. I hear their songs on the radio and stuff. But what I knew back then was only the tip of the iceberg. I never experienced any of their album launching, school fair gigs, bar gigs (the intimate ones), music video launching, etc.

SOBRANG SAYANG.

And, to put the cherry on top, on the Final Set, WE DIDN'T HAVE CAMERAS. Apparently DSLRs aren't allowed but some bastards got away with it. Hay. Tapos my point-and-shoot was with my parents in Bohol. Hay. It's all in my head now. I could've taken a video of EVERY SONG THEY PLAYED ON THAT STAGE. Super sayang.

I wish I was a teenager in the 90s. I so freakin miss the 90s! Everything about it. Music, fashion, tv shows, movies, etc. It would've been so cool.

2. Renovation

So lots of pounding and hammering 'cause our kitchen's being torn down. Everything will be rearranged and stuff. Plus, they're adding a barbecue style backyard, since our family's getting bigger in terms of quantity.

3. All mixed up

The heart of Summer (for us, sisters) is already being sold again! Halo-halo. Haha We are their "suki" 'cause every year for the past 8-10 years, we've bought halo-halo nowhere else but there. It's so perfect 'cause no beans, lots of red sago and hot-from-the-oven ube. AAAAHHHHHhhhhhhhhh Saraaaappp.... Pwede pa magpadagdag! O-ha. San ka pa?

4. License

I've been driving without a license for the past 3 days now. I always forget my wallet (since it has no cash in it anyway!). Good thing no MMDAs came my way! I just remember that I forgot my license is when I arrive home and see my wallet on top of the table.

5. KFC

Yesterday, Vincent surprised me by going to our house at around 5pm with a KFC meal on hand. Yipeeee!!! It's been so long since I last ate a KFC chicken. Hmmm nyum nyum :d Then off to gym. HAHAHA! Burn those carbs and fat! Sweat the gravy! HAHA

6. Salary

On Friday, I'll be receiving my salary again. I feel blessed to receive it but I'm so freakin lazy to wooorrrkk!!

Lots of exciting things are happening but damn it, here I am, stoic.

Hay. I'm always in control of myself that I can't even let myself feel giddy and let loose. "Giddy" is an alien word for me. Haha!

"So if you want to call me baby, just go ahead now"

3 stars and a sun

2009-03-07T16:38:00.004+08:00

I send my condolences to the Magalona Family. I'm sorry I don't know what else I can give you 'cause I haven't lost someone so close to me. I know it's sad, but I don't know how it actually feels. I am sad for you guys, especially for Frank 'cause he's the one I am friends with because of Nic.

Frank and Nic, we are here for you anytime. You know that.

Kaleidoscope World - Francis Magalona

"Death is good for the dead, but not for the living..."

Ranting

2009-03-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

I hate doing this but I just have to let it out 'cause if I don't, my head's gonna explode.

I hate where I am right now. Figuratively and literally. A lot is happening, but nothing major changed. Everybody's in their same places a week ago. Pero tangena bakit ako yung tinitira nyo??? What's with that??? I work my ass off and I'm being silent. I just let everything pass, get pushed around a bit and I couldn't take it anymore! My confidante is not here, who happens to be my sister. I wanna scream so loud until my voice breaks.

Tangena! Who implemented the stupid gas rule in the house??? Na kailangan ibalik yung amount ng gas ng kotse kung pano mo sya ginamit? DIBA KAYO TO???? Eh putangena bakit kung kayo yung gumagamit ng Terrano (which is the one I often use now) eh naka-floor na yung gasolina?? NASAN YUNG LIMANG DAAN NA WORTH OF GAS OR YUNG 18 LITERS KO??? Putangena! Kaya nga ako nagttrabaho eh kasi wala akong pera! Tapos pag humingi ako ng pang-gas or pera (which I hate doing, by the way) eh andami nyong sinasabi?? Tangena talaga.

Utos-utos kayo sakin pero wala kayong tiwala. Kung ano yung pinapagawa nyo, gagawin nyo rin after kasi wala nga kayong tiwala. ANO BA YON!?!?! Wag na kayong mag-utos! TANGENA!

Nananahimik ako dito, alam mo yon tapos KAILANGAN MO LANG TALAGA MAGING SELFISH AT MAKUHA YUNG GUSTO MO NOH. Di nga muna pwede eh! GETS MO BA??? Kasi kung pagpipilitan mo pa lalo, WALA TAYONG MASSOLVE! Tapos kung medyo ok na ko, ikaw naman tong hindi ok dahil sakin. TANGENA ANO BA TALAGA???? DI NGA PWEDENG MAGSABAY EH! Kung ayaw mo makipag-usap, WAG MO NA KO TALAGA KAUSAPIN EVER! Ang gulo eh! ANG GULO NA EH!

Di kita kinakausap tapos puro ka side comments dyan. LECHE! Gawin mo trabaho mo, gagawin ko trabaho ko. OKAY??

I just don't need to UNWIND. I need something else. Para manahimik na rin ako.

Wholesome.

2009-03-04T04:38:00.003+08:00

Pictures are up posted on Paul Ticzon's multiply site, check it out.

I enjoyed this shoot kaso kulang!! Take2!!! Mish and I didn't have lesbian shots. HAHAHA!

Bye

2009-03-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

Bye!!! Bye!!! Bye!!!

(waving and smiling!)

BABAI!!!!

I am crazy

2009-03-02T01:25:00.002+08:00

That suits me better than "iamkinky".

Just...shut up.

I hate myself right now 'cause I'm being emo. Iew. Iew talaga. Just typing it makes me feel... jologs. But shit right now, what I feel is worse than numb. As emo as this sounds but, it's like umabot na sa point na I have to see blood and check if I'll be feeling something. Parang ganun. Tangina kadiri yung pagka-emo fuck. I hate myself for being like this!

I'm really on thin ice. It's really up to me how I'd handle that, but I'd appreciate it maybe if you'll help? I don't know. I'm really not good at this.

I want to be in my room and just stay there for a year or so. No phones. No internet. I'll just figure out how I'll get stuff from the outside after. Hmm. Well, maybe a little internet but will not talk to anybody. I want to shut life out and just be alone.

It's like everything I do is wrong or is a mistake.

I wish someone will understand me without me explaining. I also wish no one will understand me so that I could show a pretty face and get away with it.

Aaaaaarrrg I hate it I hate it I hate it. I have to pull myself together in no time.

Why you so damn pretty?

2009-02-17T00:16:00.003+08:00

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGY! :) *16Feb, 2009*

Anyway, I had such a great day today. I did a lot of things and yet I still have enough energy for nonsense things! Haha I kinda woke up late. Went to CSB to apply and then had a lunch date with Ye and Kaye. :) Headed to Makati Med for my Derma appointment. Had coffee in Dome. Off to the gym in Glorietta 3. :) And now I'm home, plurking and blogging. Nonsense! Laveeet! Oh, and I'm also currently buffering the BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS EPISODE 13 PREVIEW in YouTube. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Can't wait for tomorrow man! :)

Anyway, tomorrow, I will/might be going to Holy Spirit to request (and hopefully already get) my transcript and Certificate of Good Morale. Hay. Mas matrabaho pa to eh 2nd option ko lang naman to. Haha! Oh well. Hay. Malay natin nga naman, di ako pumasa ng UP. Hehe!

Will just watch the Boys Before Flowers (aka METEOR GARDEN V3.0) Preview!!!!

DND

Hahahahahahahahaha!!! =))

Oh. My. God.

2009-02-13T05:38:00.006+08:00

LEE MIN HO You make my butt cheeks meet SHYET KA! :))

Ok, so bago kong pinagkaka-abalahan ay ang BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS. Di ba how gay??? So from now on, we call it Meteor Garden V3.0 (Korean Version) Laveeeeeeettt!!! As in super nakakakilig sya! Plus LEE MIN HO is suuuuuppppeeeerrrrrr HAT! HAT NYA PUTA! Hahahaha! At first, when I saw his picture (before starting this craze), I didn't know what my sister liked about him. As in akala ko nag-downgrade sya kasi syempre HELLO!

1. Joo Ji Hoon

tapos

2. Gong Yoo

tapos

3. Daniel Henney

tapos eto???

Hmm. PWEDEEE!!! Hahaha! Basta!! Kung love nyo na yan, mas mala-love nyo sya if you watch MG V3.0! HAHAHA!

Click here to watch the first episode. Grabe!!!

This is what I've been doing the past few days.

Another addiction of mine is:

Spider solitaire

Gusto ko na syang tantanan kaso pag nakabuo ka, parang kailangan isa pa eh. Hahaha!

I'd be saying goodbye to that, though in a few days time. I'm just maximizing my time being a bum 'cause I'd be starting to work this Tuesday. Hay. If I weren't so penniless then I don't have to work. But I am penniless so I will work. Hahaha! Good thing my boss is pregnant so I get to do field works already. Working in an office will drive me crazy.

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Last Tuesday, Andy and I went to Makati for the fashion show fitting. The boutique shop near Dian St. so after the fitting, I went to JAYME'S HOUSE! :) I missed her!! Andy went with me. We hung out for hours. Dale was there, too! Grabee! I missed being in her house! I missed doing plates there while drinking milk tea. :) And! I got to meet her baby KEENAN! He's half-bred. Half chowchow, and then I can't remember the other half. HAHA! CUUUUUTTTEEE!!! :D Hay. Will definitely go back soon! :)

Anyway, off to bed. Sana paghiga ko sa kama andun si Lee Min Ho. Ahi! Waaaaaahhahahah!!! Ay anlande. HAHAHA!

Ciao! :)

See you soon!

2009-01-29T02:37:00.003+08:00

Ok, so first of all, I'd like to say that it was a shocker for me and very tragic. Still couldn't believe it up to now. I thought it was just a terrible hoax at first. I just couldn't believe it. I thought going to your wake would make me believe, instead it just made me sad and regretful.

Why? It's the only question at the top of my head. Why now or why ever? You're so young and you have A LOT to give. I wish you would've waited, not insisting. It's just so sad. We used to be so close. I know, grade school days, las las chova. We might be the pioneers of Emo, you know? HAHAHA! You weren't cool if you didn't go to the Guidance Office. Hahaha! And then we just grew apart when you transferred to another school. No contact after that. Lots of rumors and hear-says about you, though none of them were really confirmed. Last I saw you was I think a year ago. Rumor had it you just got out of Rehab, around that time. My introduction was... lame. Haha! Asking you "Kamusta Rehab?" wasn't really such a good idea. Stupid Sammie hahahaha!

Hay. I wish I could've had the chance to catch up with you before you died. We just completely forgot about each other after grade school, which I think is sad 'cause we used to be so tight. Maybe if we had the chance to talk and got together a bit, we could've helped postpone your death a bit. Hay. Maybe it was really your time, I dunno. It's just so sad.

These are thoughts I didn't dare share in front of the people in your eulogy (which by the way, I am so sorry about! Hahaha! I hope people especially your mother wasn't offended by our lack of grief) Anyway, I hope you're contented and happy wherever you are right now. It is I think what you wanted, right? We'll meet again, men. Then I'll know some answers to our life's questions.

Rest in Peace, men. We'll meet again.

Kei Isabedra Photography

2009-01-08T17:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I woke up very early (mga 8:30) to go to Kei's house to help her out with her plate.

There were 2 themes. First is depression (without involving any facial expressions)

and the other one is Beauty and Sophistication.

Bagay sakin maging adik. HAHA

And then after the shoot, we watched A VERY SPECIAL LOVE. GRABE!!!! John Lloyd was... grabe walang words. HAHAHAHAHA!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! :D

FTW

2009-01-06T04:17:00.002+08:00

I said on my previous entry was that, "Cherish the memories and trash 2008 for a better 09".

Screw that!

So far 2008 is waaaaaaaaaaaaayy BETTER! I'm having insomnia again so I'm keeping myself busy. I uploaded pictures on Multiply then looked at the previous albums after. I MISS MY PSID FRIENDS. I saw our drinking session at Mish's house, field trip in Ocean Adventure, Pier1 Roxas, SUBIC, Warehouse party and our other fundraising activities. I miss going to school. I miss seeing my classmates. Naiiyak ako kasi I miss twenty-oh-eight SO MUCH! Everybody's going back to school again 'cause the vacation's over. I envy them so much. They get to see and be with their classmates. I bet their classmates are as cool as mine. I miss PSID. SUPER.

And may I just say I wanna f-ing curse a particular person right now. Wala akong masabi, actually. Best not to say anything.

Really, I'm just really thankful for my friends and for Vincent for being there. Comfort zones. It keeps me sane and calm.

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Today, I was soooo close to banging my head on the wall. Why didn't I do it? Fucking wall. I bet it's not even thick enough.

ANGER PROBLEMS ANGER PROBLEMS ANGER PROBLEMS

Putang ina sinong di magagalit??? Magsama talaga kayo nung punyetang tibo na yon. Nag-iinuman din naman kayo dati diba?

Drugged

2009-01-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

Upper then downer then upper then downer.

PUTANG INA MATATAPOS BA TO?? Son of a bitch.

BOOM 2009!

Samminess misses the OC!

2009-01-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

SUPER!!!

It's different

2008-12-31T23:40:00.006+08:00

In a few minutes, 2008 will be long gone and 2009 will start. It's soooooo fast! Last year, I was sitting on this very same chair, doing the exact same thing! Except now, we're celebrating in a... sadder way. This year, I'm celebrating New Year's with my mom, dad and our house helper. My cousins and uncles and aunts didn't show up like previous years and what's sadder is, my sisters aren't here. I guess it's understandable but it's getting lonely.

I started 2008 full of company. Now, I'm ending it oppositely. The hell, even Vincent's not in freakin' MANILA! It's really weird. Everyone used to be within reach.
Come on, come home! :[

At least I've got my lovely girls with me all throughout the year and of course for yearSSSSSS to come. I've got their backs, too, of course. Through thick and thin. I love them so much! They make me feel alive most of the time.

Thanks you goiyz! Love love

Hmm. Maybe this year will be all about priorities and family bonding (by that I mean with my parents). Priorities because I want to be independent this year and that means more responsibilities and more pains in the ass. I have to handle that. Plus, I didn't feel I was really responsible during 2008. I want to do sooo much but I can't balance everything up. Maybe because a lot has happened and I'm still adjusting to those changes.

Anyway, so it bottles down to 2 resolutions:

- Balancing and Prioritizing
- Family bonding

and maybe a 3rd

- TAKE A SHOWER REGULARLY. Don't be tamad na.

HAHAHAHAHA Oh yeah. That's Dale's and my New Year's Resolution. Yeah we're dirty kids. HAHA

Anyway, just came home from Vigan. Trip with my parents. See, family bonding started early. Anyway, I don't want to talk about how we got there and how we got back because it's a total nightmare but I'll show you pictures that I took. I appreciated the North, I must say.

Pictures in Bangui. Windmills.

Pictures in Saud, Pagudpud. I went back! For more pictures, go to my multiply site. Haha

SO WHAT TO EXPECT FOR THE COMING YEAR:

Aside from my New Year's Resolutions, I mentioned earlier that there're lots I want to do.

SHORT TERM
- process all of my 120 films! Edit. Upload! It's been ages.
- Paint my bedroom walls and fix the closet
- create my portfolio
- more shoes BUT I will limit myself with 1 pair of shoes per month ONLY!

LONG TERM
- Pass UP-FA
- Earn more money than last year (by that I mean, more rakets! Haha)
- Achieve my dream role, acting as a crazy psycho person *ahem*MISSSHHHH*ahem HAHAHAHA
- Keep in touch with PSID buddies
- ROADTRIP(S) WITH MI LOVES! ;)
- new house
- LOTS MORE PANG-AASAR KAY YEYE! Wuhoo! I love the sound of that! Now I'm loving 09 already! HAHAHA Joke :)
- more fashion and modeling gigs
- have a band again and make it last this time

This 2009, MORE
laughs, love
talks, tambays
roadtrip, foodtrip
tears, sufferings
shoulders and ears for the previous one
and just to have a BETTER YEAR!

Lets cherish the memories and trash 08 for a better 09!

Cheeeee-uhs! ;)

This one's hilarious! So cute! :)

2008-12-11T14:08:00.002+08:00

I got this from multiply. Robert Pattinson is sooooooo funny!! He talked about his hair and being a "dirty boy, basically". Waaaaaaahh!! Dirrrrr-ttyyy! I love. HAHAHAHA!!

"Oh, he's going to get scalp disease!"

Grungy day

2008-12-10T00:31:00.004+08:00

Lately, I've been preoccupied 'cause I've been making my Christmas presents for my friends. Yes, this year, I planned to make things more... personal. Since I have nothing much to do, why not make use of the time, right?

While making the presents, I always come about these three (3) models who I miss so much! I haven't been updated much in fashion these days and I missed looking at them so much! Oo, natitibo ako sa kanila parati. HAHA

Left-right: Agyness Deyn, Freja Beha Erichsen, Irina Lazareanu

Anyway, I'm more and more undecided if I want to have my hair cut short or if I'm going to have it long. Hmm... Oh well. Maybe I'll have it very long and then I'll just cut it really really short one day. HAHA Drastic.

~~Next year, I'll be starting my new blog that's just all about arts, music and stuff. And this blog will still remain for personal usage. Haha~~ - Screw this. I already started the new blog. Check it out here! :)

I feel bloated today 'cause I was just sitting around the whole day. Eeew. And all I did was sleep, watch tv and eat while using the laptop. I'm so lazy to move, I haven't even showered yet! Oh my god. I promise, tomorrow I will go out. Or if not, tomorrow I promise myself I WILL MOVE. HAHAHA!

Who - Five OClock Heroes ft. Agyness Deyn

Still loving Agy. :)

"How long have you been 17?"

2008-12-08T15:32:00.003+08:00

A WHILE. Because we NEVER age! :D Right, Kaye? :)

HEYPI BEYRTDI KAYE! I love you! mwah! :D

We don't age. We don't wrinkle.
We are young, and that's forever. :)

Yesterday, Vincent (Mr. Dance-with-the-floor) and I went to Greenhills and bought Christmas and personal stuff and browsed and canvassed for gadgets. Saya. Haha! Then we headed to Cheddar's place in F2 to celebrate Kaye's birthday! :)

Artic Green Apple and GSM with lots of chips! Pati Chips Ahoy! Hihi ;)
Was with Jian (Boy Fortuner), Carlo (Single na ko Sam!), Vincent (English Carabao), Cheddar (Momol, HTML, Onyor), Motie (I love you o_O), Kaye (o_O), Yeye ("ooooohh miming!!") and Me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! Napakalinis!! =))

Anyway! Today, I'm a bit bored. Hmf. :-/

Ohh!! It's Von's birthday yesterday pala! BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOSSIP GIRL! :) I love you, love! :) Government Bar this Thursday to celebrate his birthday! Wuhooo! I hope lots of PSID people will come!

Anyway, will just be out to get some coffee. Text me or Edward if you need anything. = FEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLERRRRSSSS!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!! Laveeet!

;)

Suits me so well.

2008-12-04T00:51:00.005+08:00

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

Got this from Nic's Plurk. In a weird sense of way, it's scary, but definitely COOL. I think 90% stated above is true. Thanks Nic for the link. :)

Anyway, today's a very productive day for me. I went to UST for the modeling chova. Saw lots of people and HELLO ENDORPHINS! :) HAHA I saw Gec, Acy, Josh, Kei and her friends, Bombee and Jompy and their friends. Picked Kei up at around 10:30am and went to UST together. Catching up is always healthy. :) Was supposed to just take me an hour or so but I got held up for the lunch break. So I stayed there until 2:30pm 'cause the audition had a very long line. I was nervous because of BOMBEE punyeta tawa nang tawa nakaka-conscious MY GHAAAADD =)) HAHA! So there. I left UST around 2:30pm. HELLO My schedule said I had to be in Petron at around 1pm! Late late late. Good thing it wasn't traffic 'cause I have to go to Petron and finish things up. I arrived there at around 3:30pm and left at around 7:30pm with Marlon and with things finally done!

I really am a CRAMMER. I love cramming. And it's a good combination today because I saw lots of people first (which made me so happy) before working so I wasn't so stressed. I like this day. Hehe :)

I had coffee after then went to Katipunan to meet up with Vincent and his brother, Ryan. Had dinner at Ababu. Nyum nyum :-p Then headed home. And now, I'm doing this and PLURKING and surfing cute boys in the net and updating and AGAIN over-thinking (unconsciously at first) and as always, PLANNING.

Tomorrow, I will not go outside (YES, that is a PROMISE) because I have another thing to finish. All is done by tomorrow! IT HAS TO! Sabay nagkayayaan ng TWILIGHT oh!

KTHANKXBAI!!! *vrooooooooooommm*

HAHAHA!

Oh well.. See ya later!
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I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming
- Flightless bird, American mouth, Iron and Wine

P.S. So loving this song, REALLY!

Who am I, REALLY?

2008-12-02T22:54:00.007+08:00

I've been over-thinking things the past few days and I was breaking down literally a couple of days ago. I don't know what triggered it. All I know is I have a problem. Bigger problem is: I don't know what my problem is!!!! HAHAHAHA!

Signs are pointing and leading me to something unknown for me. But I know something's up. People from the past just kept coming back. I just meet friends and suddenly asking me questions about life. Sudden changes that're not supposed to take me by surprise still manages to leave me unprepared. And, I dunno, coincidentally, I suddenly feel... old. Not mature but old. I wish it was the other way around.

A while ago, I met my friend and as mentioned earlier, we talked about life. Tangina. I was a bit enlightened BUT she didn't quite get me. Hehe! This conversation was so sudden! Biglaan lang talaga. Nakakagulat. Anyway, so there. We talked and she just told me that I'm not happy. I know that. Maybe I just couldn't truly admit it because I'm trying so hard to be happy that I didn't notice that I'm really not. Medyo magulo yung conversation namin kasi there're things she told me na medyo malabo (kasi hindi ko alam kung anu ba talaga. Andami kasing pwedeng sagot eh tapos extremes pa. Kaya malabo.) pero may mga ilan syang sinabi na tama.

She gave me two (2) advices:
1. Forgive yourself
2. Know what you want and what makes you and your heart happy.

Tangina ang seryoso ng post na to pero nakakainis na yung sarili ko kasi sobrang dami kong iniisip. Patong-patong na yung thoughts ko. Before I knew it, the opportunity passed me by already. My mind is over-powering me that I can't even listen to what my heart really wants. Tangina baliw na ata ako. Hindi nga ako under sa boypren ko pero sa sarili ko under ako. ANG LABO!!!

Enough of the question WHO AM I, how about WHAT MAKES SAMMIE HAPPY?

Woops! Sakin na lang yon. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

On a lighter note, hey I graduated already! *Wuhooo

I love these two! My freinds since DAY 1 in PSID. Lavyoooo :)

Thanks Vincent for being the photographer that night. :)

AND!!!

"I'm breaking all the rules now anyway... Since I'm going to hell." PUTANG INA!!!

"I say not enough... Just have a long, happy life with me." OH. MY. GOD! Namatay ako GRABE!!

Believe it or not, I have watched the movie FIVE (5) TIMES already. FIVE TIMES BABY!! I so love the PROM scene! Ugggghhh.... I always cry at that part. Plus the song, MY GOOOODD!! Which is
Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine, by the way. Listen to it even if you haven't seen the movie. You're gonna love it! It's giving me goosebumps already just by hearing the song playing in my head! WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!

And Oh my Gooooooooddd!!! I so envy freakin' TYRA BANKS HERE!!! God he's so sexxxxyyyy!!!! Watch it, SHYET!!!

PLURK

Plurk.com

I'm enjoying it. Hahaha! Kewl. ;)

I love my day today. I was with Cheddar and her BFF hahaha! Hang-out kame. Hahaha! Kulet. MORE MORE MORE! :D

Anyway, will update again soon. I have to have some sleep!

KTHANKBAI!

Downgrade.

2008-11-11T18:25:00.009+08:00

Things are kinda pretty messed up. There're lots I'm supposed to do but I can't quite finish it. I hate the "artistic mood". It's not that I'm not enjoying anymore. It's just the mood. Damn it.

So, last week, we had our booth torn down already. :( I miss it. I miss being in school, having classes. I was pretty envious of my workshop mates when I met up with them in UP because they're all waiting for SemBreak to end (in a good and in a bad way. HAHA).

Speaking of, I was glad my girls and I bonded the past few weeks. :) We went to Piedra to party (and I spotted Mish there). We went drinking in Meatshop last Friday and met up with our other batchmates. We also had a photoshoot at Kei's house last Saturday. I had fun. :) I missed my girls!

Piedra

Photoshoot at Kei's :)

Another "Speaking of", I MISS MY BATCHMATES IN PSID! I can't believe we're graduating in less than a couple of weeks! I'm going to miss them like hell! It's Rocky's birthday party this Thursday in Government Bar. I guess that'll do for now. :) I'm excited! Bring in the alcohol!!

PSID Halloween Party

Watch this. Mish is in this Music Video of Black Tooth Grin's Dilat. :)

Oh, by the way, have I told you that I had my hair dyed JET BLACK already? Yeah. That's the downgrade. Oh well.

Hmmm.. I have this plan. I'll be making a new blog that's strictly about the arts only. I'll be blogging about anything artsy like paintings, sculptures, fashion, photography, icons, etc. I hope I get this one done, too. Oh well.

I realized.. I know I'm a short tempered person (lalo na pag stressed), and when I'm angry, I want to do something physical. Now by doing so, I thought I might have a tendency to kill a person due to my anger problem. It turns out that I can't do that. Good thing. BUT. I want to hurt someone definitely, but not just hurt. More like torture.. But this is not necessarily physical. It can be emotional or mental torture. It's creepy and at the same time cool (for me). It's too violent. Ang weird ko lang.

Oh well. : |

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If you want a fifth book added to the Twilight saga, please sign the petition. :D
I know I'm crazy for doing this but hey, you can't really deny this if you're a fan, can you? Hahahaha! I need more Edward! I hope Stephenie finishes Midnight Sun, though. : \ I know, guilty as charged.

Edward: "Put on the shackles. I'm your slave." Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!! Can NOT!!!!!!!!

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know how
-Decode, Paramore

Distract me, please. I'm hyperventilating!

2008-10-22T22:19:00.007+08:00

It's the latest trailer! ALAVEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTT!!!!!

Click this in case the one I posted wouldn't show.

Too much! Too much!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

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Oh happy days. This whole month of October will be completely full of non sense latak. HAHAHA! All day long, we're just going to wait for people to come visit the exhibit and explain our booths to those who have time to even listen and not just look. Good luck! HAHAHA! I'm going crazy in there. But it's fun 'cause instead of making ourselves useless, we spend it watching DVDs, take numerous pictures, make fun of people (including ourselves). So basically, we are still making ourselves useless. HAHAHA!

Good thing Kaye and some of my closest friends come visit me once in a while. It keeps me sane. HAHAHA! Thanks for that loves. :)

Last week, Mish, Chem and I bonded. HAHA First, Mish and I planned to wear boots. We brought our pair and switched. Hahaha! The following day, Mish, Chem and I agreed to wear long socks the next day. Then added some details. We ended up being Japanese school girls or Soccer player wanna-be's. HAHAHA

Fun week. And only 1 week to go!

Dammit I need a project! I'll be graduating next month and I have nothing to do for the next 6 months! Ayoko maging latak. Please refer me if you are or if you know somebody who's in need of an Interior Designer. Please please please :D

Fashion Week
So tomorrow, we'll be attending for Project Runway. And thanks to Gheri, he got me cool tickets as well for the Sunday show. Lots of cool Filipino designers who I'm excited to meet and see their collection.

Dress code: Fashionably chic.

Antaraaayyy! HAHAHA

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And you know how much I need you,
But you never even seen me.
-Shiver, Coldplay

If you want me, SATISFY me.

2008-10-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

Proud when he's even wrong in an argument, and stubbornly determined to dwell on the negative when saying sorry.

It's all in wrong directions.

You are INDEED a failure. It's either that or I'm just too pissed off at you.

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I can rip your head off if you're within my reach. Don't push me. You, too, don't push me.

247th

2008-10-03T04:18:00.002+08:00

Superstitions and normality.
When and why did superstitions start and what exactly is normal?

It's 4 in the morning and I'm surfing the net to look for clothes 'cause I'm planning to update my closet. These fashion icons I'm searching for have their own distinct personality when it comes to clothes. Extremes as it can get from one fashion icon to the other, it all appeals to me. So I have a question. When does it get too crazy and too dull? It differs from the perspectives of the individual, yes, which goes back to my first question: What exactly is normal?

This is my 247th post. Is it coincidental that I just planned to do this and it's all summed up to 13?

Now why is 13 such an unlucky, hexed number? More so if it is patterned with Friday. 13 is such a special number. If it's so unlucky, then we shouldn't consider 13th month pays, which without a doubt most people who have jobs really look forward to.

Black.
It's such an elegant color. In fashion, it's a must to have a little black dress in our closets. Why is it that when black is mentioned, GRIEVING is the first thing that pops into our minds? In Chinese culture, correct me if I'm wrong, the color WHITE is their color for grieving. Just a thought, when a Chinese person attends a Christian wedding, is s/he happy or grieving? Hahaha

I can mention numerous superstitions in different cultures that I know. We can only give respect to their culture because it has been part of their history and is part of their tradition as well.

Maybe it is here to give order, or to entertain us. 'Cause imagine if there's none, it's either people are out of control or people will just be plain boring. It's just weird.

As for the normality, I guess there's no such thing as normal or crazy. What if God created the human being a LESBIAN? Then one day this one creature was born straight. So now there's a freak show. Or what if being sad was our main emotion?

God, it's really crazy, what's inside my head. Random thoughts. I just thought about this 'cause I was looking for clothes and thought if I have a distinct own look (since I'm only copying, not starting a new design or trend) then I thought of who I really am. Am I normal for wanting to dye my hair platinum blonde? Is it too crazy to get myself a tattoo? Die hard Christians see that as a sin. Artists see that as art such as how they see nudity.

Music.
Pioneers and legends such as the Beatles and Eraserheads were said to be satanists for the music they'd created and I refuse to believe that 'cause their lyrics are deep and pure. The emotion is really true. You can feel it thru their music. The music they'd created and these musicians can be judged separately, you know.

I just realized that Arts is really controversial. Hahaha!

What have I gotten myself into? HAHA

"Eeeeetts a-lat-of fan." -Ramon Bautista

HAHAHAHA

I have to stop before I can think of a continuation to this train of thought. It's all too random and yet oddly connected. Sorry if you find this shallow. Maybe I am shallow. We'll never know what really is shallow.

It all depends! HAHAHA

G'night and go. ;)

Happy birthday SHYEM

2008-09-07T12:24:00.003+08:00

Exhibit construction has been equally fun and stressful at the same time. It shouldn't be stressful. Hay. I don't want to talk about it. Sayang sa oras to talk about it pero I can't promise to keep this to myself. Of course I'll be sharing this to my friends. She knows what's wrong with her, she just wouldn't listen.

On a lighter note, I just came back from Pangasinan and now in Pampanga. I wished I brought my Lomo with me for me to practice. Oh well.

ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT

Didn't able to come. :( Pero I heard the exact news everyone knew and saw. And also, some added ones. Haha! Damn that girl. Hope she knows she's lucky enough to be alive right now. HAHA

Damn. Today is Sunday. We will be having construction today. Hope I could follow. I haven't been attending church the past few weeks. I feel guilty for that. But I try to do what's good so I guess it's ok.

The past few days, I'm just tired. I don't know why 'cause when I evaluate what happened at the end of the day, it was nothing much or it wasn't so stressful if you thought about it. It's not the usual tiresome activities but it's enough to keep me in bed for a hopeful 10 hours straight.

DENCIO's
I've been in Dencio's Eastwood for almost everyday last week. We usually go there after construction and have 3 bottles of beer. Ayoko na! HAHA Pahinga ako this week. I better bring a car 'cause I've been missing that excuse for a time now. Hahaha In fairness, I haven't been wasted. Wuhoooo :D

I've been bitten, as you know. In Stephenie Meyer's website, she has Quotes of the Day. Quotes from Eclipse and Break Dawn. Here's what I found for today that really made me shell up (as usual when I'm reading the saga) and have my own world. HAHAHA

"I already know how strong you are. You didn't have to break the furniture." —Bella Swan

"I prefer brunettes." — Edward Cullen

Laveeeeeett! Ok, too geek-ish and weird. HAHAHA

"I will never know 'cause you will never show.
Come on and love me now, come on and love me now."
- Carnival, the Cardigans

Guilty as charged.

2008-09-01T02:19:00.003+08:00

Midnight Sun: Edward's version of Twilight

I'm sorry, but I can't promise to not finish reading it. Hope she finishes the book still. : /

It's so frobidden. AND I LOVE IT!

2008-08-11T13:11:00.004+08:00

To my sister Marga and my friend Yeye:

YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!!!

WAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! Because of Twilight, I can't be disturbed! Oh my God, I can't spare you if you please but I love Edward! He's so adorable and so composed. I'm not surprised that I can only read about someone like him 'cause he can't be really existing. Hay. Parang Nathan Scott. Pang-TV lang. Oh well. WAAAAAAAAAA Kakakilig! So dreamy.

Mr. Kabab in a while and a whole lot of Edward during the blank spaces in my time. HAHAHA

LAVEEEEEEEEET :D

Five o'clock heroes. ;)

2008-07-28T06:08:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I had a dysmenorrhea so I just slept the whole night. Wasn't even able to say goodbye to my sister, her husband and their baby boy in my sister's tummy. And so, I woke up at 5am a while ago. It's so refreshing! I missed waking up in the morning. :) I feel so energetic and productive. Well, I hope this follows all throughout the day. HAHA

I last experienced waking up like this was 3 years ago, when I was in High School. First day of school, that type. HAHA or when we had field trips. HAHA I never experienced waking up like this in PSID. HAHAHA It's always a bad morning or I was never excited going to school. It was always very stressful 'cause when I have a class at 9am, I always ride with my mom and my sister. My mom and my sister would almost always wake up late and so they would end up forcing me to do everything in fast mode. It's irritating. I just sleep it out in the car on the way to Makati.

Waaaaa I hope I pass UP next school year. : \ Fingers crossed. Basta I will rest for 6 months, that's for sure! HAHAHA

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BEER-nes!
Last Friday, I went to Kei's house to help her with her plate. Andy and Gec was there, too! :) Happy happy. HAHA After the shoot for Kei's magazine, went to Andy's and drank. WUHOO :D It's BEER-NES! We have to have beer. HAHAHA

I just watched Agyness' video. Having a pinch of Agy in the morning is just perfect. :)

Faith, you're driving me away
You do it everyday
You don't mean it
But it hurts like hell - My Iron Lung, Radiohead

It's back

2008-07-24T02:00:00.002+08:00

Every time I feel my pulse, I can imagine how it is if I'd be dead.

It freaks me out whenever I think of death or the after life. How can my mind or a mind manage to seek thoughts like this out of nowhere? And there are so many thoughts that you can think of, how does it look like in your head or how big can it occupy in that teeny tiny part of our brain? All of the lyrics of the song, all of the lectures our schools have taught, all of the stories and secrets people have been telling us, how is it stored? How does IMAGINATION look like?

Thoughts are really gits. I hate it sometimes.

Talking. Still talking..

2008-07-20T21:06:00.003+08:00

Communication - The Cardigans

For 27 years I've been trying to believe and confide in
Different people I've found.
Some of them got closer then others
Some wouldn't even bother and then you came around
I didn't really know what to call you, you didn't know me at all
But I was happy to explain.
I never really knew how to move you
So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins
And I saw you
But that's not an invitation
That's all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I've seen you, I know you
But I don't know
How to connect, so I disconnect

You always seem to know where to find me and I'm still here behind you
In the corner of your eye.
I'll never really learn how to love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky.

Where I see you
And that's not an invitation
That's all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I've seen you, I know you
But I don't know
How to connect, so I disconnect

Well this is an invitation
It's not a threat
If you want communication
That's what you get
I'm talking and talking
But I don't know
How to connect
And I hold a record for being patient
With your kind of hesitation
I need you, you want me
But I don't know
How to connect, so I disconnect
I disconnect.

Listen to this song. Super nice. Listen to Couldn't Care Less, too. Also by the Cardigans. Hay. I have been listening to it for a long time but I just felt it a couple of minutes ago. If it was a personal experience, I felt how the lyricist felt while s/he wrote 'em.

Listen to those two.

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UPDATES:

Thursday, 17Jul2008
I went to Katipunan. I was supposed to meet Andy for lunch but she wasn't able to make it. So Nyko and I were the ones left in the lunch date. Nyko texted Nica and met up with her. Tambay in Starbucks. The usual. Haha Sorry Kaye wasn't able to text you! :(

Friday, 18Jul2008
Went to Eastwood with Chem and Von after our GA in school. We watched THE DARK KNIGHT! I loved it! Had a hang-over after watching the movie. HAHA! Went to Grilla after to meet up with Holy people. I missed them! :) Good thing they arranged something like that. Hehe! Fun fun night. Obvious naman sa pictures diba? HAHA

Saturday, 19Jul2008
Went to Jayme's house to do our Hotel plate. Then Vincent and I met up with Nic and Frank in Eastwood after to watch THE DARK KNIGHT (again! HAHA) I still liked it. Haha!

Sunday, 20Jul2008
My dad woke me up at around 8:30 in the morning because I had a phone call. It was NYKO! He told my dad to wake me up 'cause we had plans! HAHA Cute cute mo talaga Nyko! HAHA Well, truthfully we really did have plans. I just didn't know that it was that early! HAHA Anyway, Nyko and Erwin picked me up. Met up with Janlee and Patch in Starbucks Katipunan and headed off to Pasong Tamo Ext. where their photoshoot was. I got tagged along 'cause Renchie couldn't make it so even if I'm not a Dollhouser, I was part of the shoot! HAHA Kakahiya. Pero it was good, I enjoyed it a lot. Thanks guys! :)

The shoot was an ad campaign for David and Goliath. I have a free shirt! But I gave it to Maiqui. Yesss bait ni Ninang. HAHA!

Fun fun :) Ate lunch in Eastwood. (YES I was there AGAIN) HAHA Then went home. And now, after a few hours of rest and a few minutes of stress with whatever it was, I'm bored. I've been too lazy!! I don't like it. I have to have my game face on again! Damn mood. Sometimes I'm in the mood, sometimes I'm not. Maybe I should be in school all the time so that I could finish all my plates! I'm always in the mood when I'm in school. Oh well. This Saturday's going to be our last official school day 'cause it's our last defense in ID4 for the Hotel plate. I hope we do good.

Fingers crossed.
Listen to the songs.

The Beat

2008-07-17T01:32:00.004+08:00

Went to school a while ago, made a rough sketched perspective for our hotel plate which I will be finishing tomorrow after my lunch date with Andy and I guess my other high school friends as well. :) The usual stuff happened in school but with a tinge of tension, maybe? I dunno. I just feel it. I don't want to be a part of it but I guess whatever happens and whatever it is that I will do, I will forever be a part of it. Well, that sucks. As much as I want to shut up, I also want to scream and shout to the people what I really think and feel.

I went to Nic's place, too! We planned to do something with our hair days ago. And now it's finally done. We are TATU. HAHAHA She had her hair permed and I had my hair cut really really short, like Agy's. :D HAHAHA Thanks to Wena!! :D HAHAHA

Now whoever said Marlboro is cheap? Guess it's high fashion after all. HAHAHA

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Will upload a picture of my new hair next time. I have no good pictures here. HAHAHA My eyes are all droopy with gray circles due to lack of sleep with a touch of coughs and colds. Haha

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Oh, I bought my own Lomo already. Holga 120GN. Will find a near Fujifilm somewhere and have it developed and scanned. :) So excited with the pictures! I had 2 test rolls of 16 shots each. Film photography is expensive but I guess it pays you back as well. :) Well, I hope so. Hahaha

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Solving my Sudoku :)

HOT

2008-07-13T10:13:00.002+08:00

'Cause I have the fever.

All the trouble that you have with your future
All the rules that make your life so secure
There are people who will give their opinions
But tell me what do they know

HAVE YOU SEEN HER VIDEO??? Get the link from the previous post.

Still loving Agy. :)

I am in love.

2008-07-09T03:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I feel I get stuck in the head and I wonder...

Seriously.

I super love her.

Ah immature pala ah.

2008-07-04T13:31:00.005+08:00

It's given that only you can understand yourself, but it's so DAMN FUCKIN' hard if you're committed and the significant other can't stand the fact that he/she can't understand you. It's hard for you and likewise to him/her. It sucks. This is the time the boiling point starts to rise and people say what they mean at that moment but don't after.

It's frustrating 'cause I've been like this for the past months: I don't want to explain 'cause it tires and drains me. It's like, you just want to try to shut up and forget about it 'cause not forgetting it makes it heavier and heavier in the chest. It becomes soooo heavy you just want to cry and shoot yourself gunpoint in the head. But people still manage to irritate you by asking the same questions over and over again, trying to find out with their curious little minds what's bothering you when in fact, all you want is just space to breathe. No wonder some people experience drug over dosage. I completely understand now.

I know. The problem is with me. Or so it seems.

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On a lighter note, I had fun with school and people in school the past few months. Lots of things happened, as shown below:

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Photos from Thea's Holga is already posted!
http://theamane.multiply.com/photos/album/148/Positively_4th_Street
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The song starts and ends with you... all the time.

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And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When love you someone but i goes to waste
Could it be worse? - Fix you, Coldplay

Analogue Faces

2008-07-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

Picture taken by: Robert Rojales, their President
Diana+, Agfa portrait 160
Cubao Expo, 28 June, 2008
Lomomanila

Last Saturday, I modeled for Thea in her portraiture in Lomo Manila. Her roll hasn't arrived yet but their President posted pictures as early as I dunno, yesterday? Hahaha He took I think 2 shots of me. Visit his multiply site: http://sparklemind.multiply.com, Album: analog faces and shot in the head!. Very nice shots. It inspired me more to lessen my shopping and start saving for my LC-A+ or kahit Holga/Diana muna to begin with. Haaay. If only money could grow on trees. I'd never use wood furniture pieces anymore. HAHAHA

Will update on my what-nots for the past few weeks next time. Wait for it! I have cool pictures that comes with the story. Package deal. HAHAHA

Over reacting

2008-06-12T20:40:00.005+08:00

www.stargods.org/BeatlesEvil.html

What the-

Have you read it? It's too OA for me. I like the Beatles for their music and their honesty shown in their lyrics. They're geniuses in the music industry. They have their flaws of course. Drugs sex and rock and roll. Typical, right? Masyado namang ginawan ng meaning, for me. I mean, I'm a huge fan lang siguro and who am I to say, I'm not in their inner circle. Pero it's kind of hard to believe.

Why can't we just celebrate their music? I'm Catholic and I practice Catholicism but I don't give malice to every move of people. Diba dapat ganun naman talaga? Weird.

LET IT BE.

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Museum plate mode.

Extra sugar, extra salt

2008-06-09T10:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, Vince and I went to Hidalgo. He was browsing for his DSLR and I was browsing for my lomo. Sunday was bad timing for visiting stores 'cause most were closed but it was ok 'cause less people are bumping you. Very busy street. Good for a first time 'cause we get to see where stores were even if they were closed. Good thing Kuya Katch and Ate Orange went to our house for lunch 'cause we got to ask them questions like where we should and shouldn't buy products from. Henry's is the best and cheapest and Ramon's is a cheat, accdg to them. HAHA There was a whole thread in DPP magazine about Ramon's, selling fake accessories and 2nd hand camera bodies for the price of a brand new one. Kuya Katch's friend who is also a photographer was a victim of Ramon's. He had his camera checked in Nikon and he was told that his batteries were fake that's why his camera wasn't functioning well. Also, Ramon's always reset the camera bodies so that you wouldn't know how many times the camera was clicked, making it look like it's brand new. So for those who are first timers like me, now you know and don't be fooled. Hehe!

After looking for cameras and stuff, we looked for DVDs for us to watch. DVD marathon back at our house. First, Desperadas. HAHAHA! Then Semi Pro. Sabaw yung movie na yun. HAHAHA I wanted to watch CJ7 (again. Finally I found my own copy. HAHA) pero mom stole the TV and she watched her Koreanovelas. YES ladies and gents, my mom is officially a convert. HAHAHAHA Now ate Marga and I have mom to take us to KOREA! Wuhoo! :)

Today is a holiday but ironically, I'm working. I have a client meeting after lunch and plates to do at Jayme's. I'm sick of Makati. HAHAHA It's really weird, I know I've been saying this over and over again but it's true! It seems like my work load is not that heavy but I get tired so easily. Of course I make time for those who matter. Work is not even at the top of my list most of the time. Usually it's family friends and Vincent. I don't know why I get tired so easily. I have to have my game face on! HAHAHA I feel I'm so lazy already. Hay. Ngayon pa kung kelan patapos na. 3 weeks to go before June ends. Meaning 3 weeks to go before school ends. I still have Advanced cadd to take in July-September, pero construction starts at August. It's almost over! My god. It's so fast.

Oh well.

I also have to stop absorbing things.

Unnecessary. I don't need it.

How come?

2008-06-08T13:15:00.003+08:00

Have lots of things in my mind pero ayaw ko i-share.

Hay. Let's go and eat. Will just eat lunch and off to Hidalgo to look for camera stuff.

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Virgin state of mind

Things I do for love

2008-06-04T21:54:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday was our fund raising event. Party ulit, as usual. HAHAHA Most of my classmates are party people kaya puro parties yung fund raising events namin. Some are just after the free booze. Hahaha

I hope to achieve the concert thing for a fund raising event. It's on July 5th. Hopefully matuloy. Magnet High Street. Go for the extra mile? Why not. If it's profitable. Kaso so far mahina loob ko makipag-usap and makipag-haggle.

EVERYTHING FOR FREE. NOT.

It's hard for me to sell tickets for these events 'cause most people I know want tickets for free. HELLO! 300 bucks for an open bar the whole night?? Are you f-ing crazy? That's super cheap na noh! I always end up paying for the tickets 'cause it's compulsory. 5 tickets per student is 1500php. Bye money. Hay. Hopefully people could support me next time. I can't always shoulder the money for the tickets. It's so hard to get 1500php out of my own pocket! Fuck. Poor, I know pero 1500php is big na rin eh. Tapos I'll go home sober? Punyeta. So hard and so sad to not get any support.

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I feel so irresponsible the past few days. Maybe because I've been irresponsible the past few days. I just don't know why. :/ I haven't been productive. I haven't passed any plate on time. I don't deserve to get paid 'cause all I do is drink coffee and konting drafting. I'm broke; I haven't saved any money 'cause I have lots to pay.

I think I have to stay up late again. It's weird! Ever since I started sleeping early, I'm so lazy to move! It's like I'm all active when I only had 2-3 hours of sleep and feel so drowsy with a slight headache when I had like 10-12 hours of sleep! Really weird. I have to be on-the-go again! I don't like Irresponsible Sam. Hay nako. Starting today, I'll sleep at around 3am and wake up at 8am. I think that sounds cool. I just have to pile up my desk again and start writing on my calendar for scheduling.

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I need coffee..and cigarettes. (?)

Gustong gusto mo talaga pag panget ako sa pictures noh?

2008-05-28T04:00:00.011+08:00

First South, then North.

Last week, 17 May 2008, I went to Tagaytay then Laguna with Vincent, Nic and Frank. Tambay lang then off to the bacteria infested "hot springs". HAHAHA

I enjoyed it still. :)

After a week of school work and office work, off to the North it is! Last Sat-Sun, I was with my classmates in Angeles-Subic. It was fun :) There should be a next time!

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Hay. People can be so out of line. Not just sometimes but all the time. Really, it may seem people can be there for you to understand you the way you want them to, but at the end of the day, all you can rely on is really yourself. You and only you. How lonely.

Rainy days and Mondays

2008-05-08T20:45:00.003+08:00

always get me down

The weather is really making me lazy and stuff. I'm done with my plates. So far, I can breathe. That's why I had time making this:

Cute diba?? Or I'm just crazy? Hahaha!

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I want to change my layout again. For some weird reason, I just want to use PS and edit. Hahaha Just have nothing to do for now.

Lesson learned.

In our class ID4, I've learned that cramming sucks! I used to love cramming. Not just because all of the ideas start to pour on the very last minute, but 'cause I'm too lazy to start early. Maybe I learned to love it. HAHA or maybe because I have no ideas in my mind. HAHAHA Pero having a job and all, ay nako. Lesson learned. Literally, my body was shaking 'cause of stress and I was tired. That's why our next plate (Museum plate), Jayme and I promised we're going to start early. We just have to learn how to trick ourselves by setting the said deadline earlier in our head.

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Haven't been eating right the past few days. Sometimes I get worried. Sometimes, I just don't care. HAHA My frustration is eating healthily. Maybe living healthily as well. But it's sooooo hard! Ang dami kong gustong gawin na bawal. HAHAHA In a way, I'm just enjoying what I can still enjoy while I'm young. Pero syempre I still think about the future.

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Do you think I'm sexy?
Do you think I really care?
K's choice

Sunday loving ;)

2008-05-07T03:39:00.005+08:00

I had fun with my girls. :)

Thanks Kaye for picking me up and for bringing me home. :) Thanks Nic and Ye for coming along! Thanks to you guys, I had fun! :) I-Subic na natin to! Hahaha!

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I'm here at Jayme's, finishing our plates. Haha! What a day! No, may I correct that. What a SUMMER day! Hahaha! Ang saya ng buhay ko, swear. Hahaha I keep on telling myself that I love what I'm doing. Haha Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

I NEED MY HAPPY PILLS, GUYS! :)

Wanna die?

2008-05-03T23:09:00.007+08:00

I watched My Sassy Girl again a while ago. It still cracks me up. HAHAHA Lalo na yung when they switched shoes. HAHAHA Funny!

Din invited me a while ago to have a drinking session...in Tagaytay. What about! HAHAHA I was up for it kaso I have no gas money for a Tagaytay trip. She offered to bring me home but I was too shy to say yes. I know my house and Tagaytay is end-to-end. And to be perfectly honest, I haven't started my Hotel plate yet! Hay. So irresponsible. I'm too lazy to start! My head's all awake and active, but my body is in sleep mode. Hahaha So with the tagaytay thing, guys, next time. Promise! :)

Last Wednesday, we had a drinking session at Mish's place. Bra Syndrome Disease? Have you heard of it? HAHAHAHA Just check this site and you'll know what it's all about.

http://paiedles.multiply.com/video/item/9/the_BRA_SYNDROME_DISEASE_VIRUS_INFECTION..hahaha_watch?replies_read=13

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I'm pretty much booked this weekend. Well, today I was supposed to start ID4's Hospital plate then go out with some friends. Well, it didn't quite go as planned. Tomorrow I'll be going furniture shopping with a client then merienda with friends, attend mass, then go back to my plates. Hay. It will be helpful if the weather isn't so gloomy. The weather makes me feel down and tired even if I haven't done anything productive.

I NEED MY ENDORPHINS!

I have work on Monday already. Hay.

I hope it's going to be fun and not stressful.
I hope the sun's going to shine the whole week.
I hope we're going to have a drinking session this Friday.
I hope I finish my plates on time and have a great presentation.
I hope people will cooperate.

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Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more

Catch me slowly

2008-05-03T01:37:00.004+08:00

I shopped! I'm so happy. I have new stuff! Hahaha! I haven't shopped in months until a while ago. I have new clothes and all. I'm so happy 'cause I was able to save money the past few months. I just repaid my myself for that. Hahaha! By spending? Labo. Hahaha

Anyway, I went to F2 after. The usual tambay and of course, it was Kri's pakain.

Happy Birthday Kri! :)

Never really a year older. Hahaha! We were playing a game Pai (from PSID) taught us in school. It's like playing tag but you don't run. The catch is you just take baby steps. AND the Taya will only tag the person with her index finger while tagging him/her in baby steps as well. Hahaha! And the Taya's hand will always be on his/her chest so it will be hard to tag the person 'cause your finger can't reach anything unless you're really close. Hahaha! Funny! It was fun. We sweat like hell. We have to do that again! HAHAHA

I enjoyed. I'm just making the most out of my time 'cause I know these are my last few days of fun and tambay.

I hope school ends already. I hope that it does and at the same time I hope it doesn't. I hope it does so that I could rest and have stress less days. No plates to think about. At the same time, I hope it doesn't end 'cause I'm enjoying the company of my classmates so much. I'm going to miss them after graduation. This is different from high school 'cause after our high school graduation, we knew that we all are still going to college. It was a challenge for me to keep in touch with friends. But this time, who knows. It's more challenging 'cause some are going to work while some will still continue studying. The schedule is harder to follow which means it will be harder to keep in touch with people. I'm just making the most out of it, too, I guess.

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What's the game plan tomorrow?

Ok, tomorrow I will (and I promise this to myself that I will) start my plates in ID4 - Hospital plate. Then, wait for my parents to come home from their date. Then, off to F2 (again). Wuhoo! :) I hope tomorrow will be a productive day. :)

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PBB

My goodness. I'm really sort of hooked up with this TV show. Hahaha! Funny. Kinikilig ako kay Josef and Nicole...nung una. Hahaha! Was just imagining things. HAHAHA That Valerie girl is really pretty. Hehe!

KIMORA, Life on the Fab Lane

Or something like that. Can't remember. I hate her! She's such a brat! She thinks she knows what she's talking about but she doesn't. She's very selfish and inconsiderate. In a way, she expresses herself correctly but most of the time, she's just plain selfish. She's a brat! Watching her show was really stressful. I wouldn't want to work in her company. I don't care if it's Baby Phat. HAHAHA I was watching her Barbie doll episode. My god. Stressful. Wouldn't want to watch that again. HAHA

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15th of January

A while ago when I was on my way home, I was driving with my windows down. I was taking pictures while driving. I know it's a no-no to do that. HAHA Pero the pictures I took were really cool! I mean really, cars should have automatic shutters placed somewhere once the wheel starts to roll. ALAVIT! I wish it was on film.

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Hey Jude :)

I feel so grown-up

2008-04-30T13:53:00.004+08:00

'Cause I have a job already! I love it! I'm so excited 'cause of the money and allowance and of course, the experience. I'm working as an apprentice of my professor in Basic Class, and this particular professor is my favorite 'cause his ideas and concepts are mind-blowing. (Yes mind-blowing talaga) HAHAHA It's really an honor to work for him. I was supposed to start this Friday; however, Sir Gene Flancia (my boss *waaaaaa) is going to his job site tomorrow morning (Thursday). He's asking us (me and Jayme) to come with him to the site to get the feel of the field.

And where is it?

La Union! Wuhooo! I hope we/I could come. I hope my parents will not have any plans for tomorrow 'cause tomorrow's their wedding anniversary. I know I'm an ass to even ask. I'm just caught up with this work. Argh asshole (sammie) haha. I'm just psyched with this job thing. Pero if they wouldn't allow, I'm super ok with it, too. :) I love my parents and yes, again, I feel such an ass for even asking.

On the other hand, being "feeling grown-up" is not so fun 'cause it's twice the work load and lots of responsibilities. Plus I feel a bit old. I feel like I'm closer to something else.

For the past couple of days, I have been wanting to spend some time with my family pero biglang sumakto na I got accepted in Sir Flancia's firm. It's so weird. I feel so distant with my family, especially my dad. I rarely have a decent conversation with him and to think we're usually the ones left in the house most of the time. I miss my dad. :/

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I want to drink! My ghaaaa. Buti na lang later tonight my classmates planned a drinking session. Wuhoo! Bonding. Hahaha!

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I wanted freedom, you got mad
You were concerned, I got upset
I didn't recognize you yet K's Choice

2 hours

2008-04-10T19:09:00.002+08:00

What can you do within 2 hours?

Me, I wouldn't trade my recent last 2 hours to anything, to anyone. Hahaha

Anyway, it's the start of our last term and my temper already reached its highest boiling point. Microcadd was such a pain in the ass! They only opened 2 classes for the advanced class with only 14 students per class. HELLO?? Mukha bang 28 lang kaming advanced class students?? Parang tanga lang. They prioritized the basic class students which was so unusual and so unreasonable 'cause they have a long way to go! We don't. Construction will start soon and we don't have any time for a 3hour class! Grabe, kabwisit talaga. Now we have to wait for another term and squeeze in all of the activities. Streeeeess. Good thing this term, we have 2 lecture classes and 2 design classes. Unlike last term, all of our subjects were design classes. Less stress this term. Hahaha

Start of our term, Jayme and I haven't been doing much. Since it's summer, as much as possible, we're trying to relax a bit. So far, what we've done were attend classes and drink. Hahaha I'm loving it! But I know it's going to be stressful soon. Lots of group works meaning lots of cat fights. Haha

Speaking of group works, I'm so proud of (some of) my group mates in Workshop2 scene design! We did a great job, we did our best, we worked our butts off, and as Tyra would say it, WE NAILED IT! Hahahaha! I'm proud to look at our plates posted on the wall 'cause I know we worked hard on it. Loving you guys! Missing you as well! We have different schedules this term. :( Oh well, this Saturday, we'll be drinking! Yey! Hahaha

CJ7

We watched it yesterday after our morning class. It was soooooooooo funny! It was so touching, too. After laughing our butts off, we were crying our eyes out in the latter part. Nakakaiyaaaak! Ngalngal talaga. Hahaha Watch it! It's very nice. :)

27 Dresses

Mona and Jayme were watching it a while ago while I was busy with something. Haha :) Nakakatawa sila panuorin kasi they were crying again! Yesterday they were crying (with me) 'cause of the CJ7 movie. Now they're crying again. So funny! Hahaha

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I just read at Nic's blog that Ches won. Woooooowww!! Congrats Ches! You deserve it :)

Haha. 2 hours. Hahaha. Very funny. Pointless. :))

5 weeks and 5 days pregnant

2008-04-03T12:14:00.002+08:00

Yeah I'm going to be a... TITA. Hahahaha! My sister's pregnant. I'm so happy for her. Hehe. Have no idea if it's a girl or a boy. I just hope it's healthy. Hehe

Random thoughts (again)

I just realized that the song Chasing cars does not fit me. At all. Basta. Sorry ako lang nakakaintindi nito. Hehehe Basta parang it's too Western. Eh for me Western culture is not as pure as the Asian culture. Basta no offense, I have lots of relatives in the US and are Americans as well pero di ko lang talaga trip culture nila. I'm not being a hypocrite dahil nanunuod ako ng mga shows nila tapos nakikinig ako sa music nila. Basta. Can't explain myself.

Anyway

Oh, remember I posted here that I have an official 1 week vacation? Not official anymore! This is the week and today is already Thursday. The first 3 days we've been bustin our asses off for sir Nicky's workshop2 plate. Hopefully it's going to be done today.

Even if Mona mixed up some big information about our plates (HAHA), we or I at least still had fun. All of them are oh so sweet! It took off a lot of stress. I'm super thankful for some of them who're not my group mates but are so enthusiastic to help. I really appreciate it! 'Cause Jayme and I have had our own fair share of stressful group mates. You wouldn't want to experience that, trust me.

To those who are my group mates and who really were there to help or who at least offered their help, I'm still very thankful and grateful.

To those who didn't at least do anything or who abused our hardwork and went some place else instead or who even made up some stories, F you all. HAHAHAHA My god, fine, I won't speak at all starting from now on. HAHAHA Just pay for the expenses. I would like to consider our food, transpo, materials (of course), booze and packsss of cigarettes part of that. Pwede ba yun, T? HAHAHA Too much!! Too much!! Ok, I'll stop. See you when I'll see you! Hope not next term. Lol.

This is what you'll get...
This is what you'll get when you messed with us... - Karma Police, Radiohead

Loving you everyday ;)

One whole week

2008-03-24T17:51:00.003+08:00

That's our only official summer vacation. Actually unsure pa yung official part kasi ang daming hinahabol plates. Anu ba yun.

Updates:

Last Monday, I unexpectedly had to sleep at Jayme's 'cause we have a presentation the next day. We still weren't prepared pero good thing the presentation went well. We made our clients laugh. HAHA

The following day (Tuesday) I slept at Nica's. (Ok, so dalawang araw na ko di nakita ng pamilya ko. HAHA) I slept there 'cause Nica invited me to her tita's play the following day. Singit lang sa make-up. Hahaha! I super had fun, Nic! :) Next time ulit!

Plans for summer

1. BEACH with the biatches!
Of course I have to have at least one outing with my closest friends. :) Tas maraming tambay. HAHAHA Then one with my schoolmates.

Ang kukulit ng mga tao sa school, andaming plates na hahabulin, CamSur pa ng CamSur. HAHAHA! Good luck kay Sir Nicky! Lol Pero game ako dun! Haven't been there. Hehe! :)

2. Watch some bands and play music

3. Lots of Fund Raising activities

4. Lots of sleep-overs. (Sana hindi dahil sa plates at puyatan with stress hahaha)

5. Get a tan and a henna tattoo. (Eh kung totoo, pwede kaya? Hehehe!)

6. Do something crazy with my hair!
Last year ko pa to sinasabi. Buo na ba ang aking loob magpa-mowhawk? Inaaral ko pa yung moods ko. HAHAHA

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To Jag and Abby, may they rest in peace. May they have done what they should. No regrets. +

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Bohemian like you :)

Nagising

2008-03-07T00:48:00.001+08:00

Yeah. So I was taking a break from doing plates with my groupmates here at Jayme's. I was browsing through the internet then in multiply. Nagising ako, 2 reasons:

1. I saw LOTSSSSS of posts of their Maroon5 experience. Tsss. HAHAHA! and

2. I saw posts of NardaBanda.

Shet! I wanted to go! (to both) Nakakaasar. Nakakainggit lahat ng nakapunta. Hell week tong week na to. Why did it all happen this week? Hay.

IRONY

Bakit pag di mo hinahanap andyan lang pero pag hinahanap mo na tsaka pag kailangan biglang nawawala or di mo makita?

Bakit pag walang pera andami mong gustong bilhin pero pag meron na, parang di mo gusto lahat ng nakikita mo?

Bakit pag marami pang oras nakatanga ka lang pero pag malapit na yung deadline saka ka magccram at dun biglang lumalabas yung mga ideas?

Bakit pag may gusto kang sabihin sa isang tao di mo masabi pero pag nasabi mo na, bakit parang dapat di mo na lang sinabi?

Bakit pag diet ka tas sa umaga, di ka nagbbreakfast pero pag dinner saka masarap yung pagkain?

Wala lang. Just some thoughts.

Aaaaaaaaaaarrghhh. So depressing. : \

Haha I just read it!

2008-03-02T03:59:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA

Hay. People can be so ironic. Well, you know what they say, "You hate them 'cause you're like them." or "It takes one to know one"? or "The more you hate them, the more you turn just like them"? or something like that.

Come on people! Let's be real! If you hate it so much when it's still an issue to them, stop being an f-ing biatch. HAHA You had your chance to be one, why not give them the chance to be one, too? (to you) If you hate it that they make such a fuss about it, well then why are YOU making such a fuss about it? Come on! You're not the only ones who can do that.

Hey. I know how they can be a pain in the ass but you are pains in the ass, too.

And what's with the weight thing? I don't get that part. Insecurities, maybe? She lost weight years ago! Come on! It's hard to lose weight. I know you can relate. Give her some credit! Or why can't you give her the credit? What's that about? Hmmm.

I'm taking sides on this one. I know that's none of my f-ing business but I've experienced this before. Actually, when I experienced it, I had no one 'cause everybody hated me for such non sense reasons (even those whom I don't talk to). I knew it was non sense so I didn't care. The only difference was, they stopped, we grew up, found our true friends, and now we're good friends. We realized it was too shallow! Maybe it's time to stop, you think? It doesn't mean you should be friends or what. Damn you could even forget the past for all I fucking care.

I'm not taking sides 'cause they're my friends. My god, I get irritated, too! I know how a pain in the ass 1 or 2 of them are. Pero your reactions are too... violent and personal for that. You know you were and actually still are bitches up to this point. You admit this. So, what're you ranting about? Hindi naman pwedeng pag nagka-bitch fit kayo eh magmakaawa sila sa inyo. Malamang ano sila, robot? Same goes if you were in their shoes, would you be goody goody to those who bitched you around? 'Course not, I didn't think so.

To those who replied (and please do include me), we may or may not know (for some) what's really happening. If you understand, good for you. If you don't or if you're just trying to, I feel sorry for you 'cause WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? You're not living your life on both sides (meaning you're not looking on both issues). No wonder you react so narrowly. Tapos pag nakita nyo naman yung mga sinasabi nyong kilala-nyo-kung-sino, parang wala kayong pinagttype.

Plastikan? Tsong di na uso yan. Pakatotoo ka na lang. Mas marami ka pang mapapala.

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Have you thought about that?

Easily distracted

2008-02-28T17:55:00.002+08:00

Oh yes I am.

I'm not even supposed to make this post! I'm supposed to be working on my plate and trying to finish it before the day ends 'cause I have tons to do.

Tomorrow
- maybe I'll be having lunch with the girls (yes, I always make time for this one. :) )
- then go to a mall to buy a 1pc (for Punta Fuego this Sunday hihi!)
- band practice by 9pm.
- fix portfolio for Business I.D.

Saturday
- I have a make-up class in the morning. Damn Sir Nicky. HAHAHA
- Off to Greenhills in the afternoon for Steph's daughter's/son's 1st birthday!
- Head to Jayme's to do a plate on Trixie's class. Then sleep there (if ever we're going to have one) haha

Sunday
- Wake up at 3:30am, shower, eat breakfast, go to school before 5am 'cause the bus will leave us if we don't get there on time! (Von gumising ka ah! HAHAHA)
- Punta Fuego here we come!

Our team building in Punta Fuego is very exciting for me 'cause I've been waiting for summer since after Christmas! HAHAHA That's why the Shanghai trip was a bit off. It was still of course fun but I was already preparing myself at that time for the summer heat. HAHAHA

Poor Vincent, 'cause the production manager of a play CSB is making informed them just yesterday that the play (which was supposed to be tomorrow) is canceled. Their band was supposed to play there and they made 5 or 7 songs for that. And they just called to cancel. Poor Vincent 'cause he made a lot of sacrifices for that play 'cause he has work and me to juggle. I just feel sorry for him. Pero at least nothing bad happened. :)

Argh I am really easily distracted! Damn I have to finish this plate! I want to pass this on time! HAHAHA Fucking artistic mood. I have nothing good in my mind. Pero if the duedate is minutes away, I have like lots of ideas pouring into my head. Crammer.

My plate is set design and I chose the show Pimp My Ride. I'm going to design the garage where they're going to turn-over the pimped car to the owner. It's interesting, right? Pero distracted pa rin ako. HAHAHA I've been watching Pimp My Ride on mtv.com the whole day and all I can think of now is...pimped cars! Not the garage! Wrong approach. HAHAHA

Hmf. Imma make it right. Haha!

Because your kiss is on my list

2008-02-24T21:52:00.003+08:00

It was already said to me earlier that this year is when I'd most likely spendddddd. It is true. I have lots in mind! And (!) there are reasons why!

1. Lomo LC-A+

I want film better than digital. I want a Lomo 'cause it's "fun photography" and it doesn't cost a lot. This is the most vulnerable and one of the most expensive ones (because of its vulnerability). Its lenses and flashes are cheap as well! The camera is 14,000Php+ only and its lenses and flashes cost around 3,000Php only! So, technically, it's a good buy. I can join Lomo Manila pa for tips and galleries/exhibits. Since I have my digicam already, I'm contented with that. I can always edit. Plus, I can always borrow Vincent's. Hihi :)

2. Bass guitar + jack + amp
Since I'm currently in a band right now, I want to take it seriously. And to take it seriously, I need a good bass guitar to practice with (since I'm the most supot member in the band!). I have a bass guitar now but it's too big and heavy. Gusto ko sana yung pang-girls, yung maikli lang. Although I'm very thankful for Vincent for giving me that bass guitar. :)

3. Laptop
I need a new one 'cause the Toshiba, my sister's "invading" it! I can't even use it anymore! She watches her Koreanovelas there! I mean, come on! I'm a fan, too, but I never'd been such a pest! She has DVDs of those shows! The subtitles are better daw on the internet. Hay nako. Ambagal-bagal tuloy. The PC is ok. The only problem is, I can't bring it to school or wherever if I have to suddenly work. And, it's a bit unfriendly 'cause even if we've been Apple users since Elementary, I'm more used to Windows. Kaya I need a laptop na di masyado pricey. Yung wala naman ding masyadong features. I don't need yung may webcam. Wifi sana meron. Basta yun na yun. Haha

4. iPod
My old one is busted 'cause my sister borrowed it before and left it inside her bag without the case. So the LCD is busted. I can still see what's playing and I can still hear the music. Kaso yun nga. Then, my sister bought her own after and now has no plans on paying for the damage. Wow. Thanks very much. Creative sana, pwede na kasi drag and drop lang kaso I have my itunes in my PC all ready. Tsaka konti lang alam ko meron kaya di ako makapagtanong kung ok ba. iTouch is ok kasi drag and drop lang din kaso people at school who owns an iTouch have their own rants about it. Von's is corrupted. Jayme's is always hanging. Chem's I think is also easily corrupted. So I guess the old 30gb iPod Video or konting upgrade, yung 60 or 80gb. HAHA

Gastos gastos gastos. My top priority is to buy the bass guitar and the Lomo first. The other two I can still live without. Maybe when I'm working. Waaaaaa That could be in a year! Noooooo. I don't want to work yet. I want to set up my own business. Haha! Yung stable. Hehe! Actually, I don't want to work at all! I just want to live my dream and that's to open up my own coffee shop with lots of sunflowers in front, lots of bands playing and a whole lot of booze and cigars. Hahaha! (Para akong si Tita Che. HAHAHA!)

So bakit ako nag-aaral ngayon?
Pangdesign ko sa coffee shop ko. Hehehe! Tsaka resto. Haha! (May extension kagad) HAHAHA!

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I just wanna work like I'm not.

Best foot forward

2008-02-24T09:18:00.003+08:00

I have a logo for my business already! I'm so excited to have these printed on sticker papers and brown paper bags. :) I know it's amateur haha but I like to keep it simple. :) And hey, it's my first time! I'll improve it next time if it's a big business already. Hehe!

Plus, I'm adding up new recipes! Aside from the Blueberry, Strawberry, Oreo and New York, I added:

- Mango Cheesecake with nuts
- Toblerone Cheesecake
- Tri-Color Cheesecake
- Mocha Choco Chip

I have no pictures yet but I'll soon post it.

For orders, please contact me! :)

Update

2008-02-22T07:38:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging because I barely have time to do so. I barely have time for myself even! Yesterday was the only time I felt that I have nothing to do. So, these were what I did:

-I cleaned my nails and painted them
-I fixed my blog
-I finished some of my plates
-I can actually remember what I ate today!
-I got to research some of the bass tabs of the song we're gonna practice later
-I lounged around the house and can you believe this, I actually watched TV!
-I went to Cherry to buy grocery
-I went to bed early the other night and woke up late. Minsanan na lang to I swear!

I had a very productive day. I'm proud of myself. :D The only thing I hated doing today was that I actually tuned in to the Lozada-ZTE-Broadband deal shit whatever. Such a waste of time. That is 1 hour in my life that I'll never get back. Hay.

FUND RAISING EVENT
So, we're starting to get busier and busier by the minute because of our fund raising activities. Good thing I have no work. It's hard to balance these things. I'll really end up just existing and not living my life.

Anyway, for those who are reading, since you're reading this anyway, don't stop now! 'Cause I'm gonna tell you what our fund raising activities are. Hope we tickle your interests so you'd join one or two of these activites:

1. Billiards Tournament at Bykes Cafe, Makati! On March 15, 2008, 1-6pm!

Entrance is 300php with consumables of course. And for those who are interested in joining the tournament, entrance is 900php also with consumables. Cash prize is 5k and 2nd placer will get 3k!

2. Sex and the City Movie Premiere - pending

3. Concerts at *Center for Arts, Timog on June 14 and 28, 2008!

This is not yet final but it's for sure that we're gonna have one!

4. Summer Workshop for Kids

5. Badminton Tournament on April!

Details of most of these activities will be filled up soon because as for now, we have only planned to focus on the March activities and we're not yet even done finalizing. Basta please please please support us or kung ayaw nyo, ako na lang! HAHA

Sci fi Wasabi!

2008-01-23T01:57:00.001+08:00

Got this from Facebook. Hehe hangkyot :)

I just finished my plate for tomorrow. I know I should be packing my stuff right now. I just don't feel like packing yet. I wanna rest. I wanna sleep. Ambagal ko na kumilos. May drive pa konti pero I know paubos na to in a while.

I have to finish the other perspectives before I go to Ms. Trixie's class on Monday morning. How?? I can't bring my stuff in Shanghai. It's too many and I might forget some pa. Bahala na. Pero ayoko ng mababang grade. Argh. How come when I have all the time in the world, there were no plates due? And now when I have to count every second, plates pile up. Hay nako.

Tonesu...

Manic

2008-01-22T05:04:00.001+08:00

*click to see the full-size image

Cramming.

I'll be leaving for Shanghai this Wednesday and what's sarcastically great about it is that, I have 4 perspectives to finish. I won't be back till Monday (5am). I have a class again on Monday, are you kidding me? So I have to finish the 4 perspectives tomorrow. It was supposed to be 5 but good thing I sort of finished it a while ago. A little polishing will do. Good thing our prof for tomorrow canceled our class so I have the whole day tomorrow to finish everything up before leaving.

"Can you BE more productive?" - Chandler Bing's tone hahaha

:)
xoxo

Overdose

2008-01-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

I really can't take this anymore. I just can't keep this to myself. I have no one to talk to in this house and my freakin' SIM is fucked up. I can't make calls or send messages. It's not with the phone. Fuck.

I can't take this anymore. Respect me please, even if you're angry. I'm still a girl no matter what happens (kahit asal lalaki ako, babae pa rin ako). I know I curse you a lot of times. I know it's bad but it REALLY FRUSTRATES ME THAT YOU WON'T SHUT UP AND LISTEN! How else will I catch your attention? May halong galit at inis yun kaya napapamura nako. Sorry na lang dun pero at times, I really mean it.

Let me reiterate: It is a 2-way relationship. I hope you get that. Hindi pwedeng ikaw lang parating iniintindi, ikaw lang parating masusunod. Hindi rin pwedeng ikaw lang parating nakaupo't sumusunod. Hindi pwedeng ikaw lang parati ang taga-explain. Same goes na hindi rin pwedeng ikaw na lang parating tagasalo ng explanation.

Nakakasawa? Nakakaburat? Nakakapagod? DIBA OO?

BAKIT BA ANG IMMATURE MO?

KAKASABI KO LANG EH

2008-01-18T00:02:00.001+08:00

Am I in love or not? I am :)

PUTANG INA KAKASABI KO LANG EH!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what to do. PUTANG INA PATAYIN NYO NA KO! AYOKO NA MAFEEL TO. PROMISE PATAYIN NYO NA KO! I'D BE GLAD FOR YOU TO FUCKING PULL THE TRIGGER.

TANG INA!

Tang ina talaga. Putang ina. Putang ina talaga. Tang inang shet. Bobo tanga gago (nating 2).

Pull my hair. I'm fucking pissed. Bakit kailangan kung kelan ako sobrang fragile at emotional? Tang ina talaga. ISANG RIM NGA! TAE.

2008-01-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

When I wrote this in my notebook, I thought of who I really am. It was supposed to be just for an amateur photo but it led to a bigger picture. I feel like I'm going back to the pre-teen stage where you can't figure out what to wear or how to look. Should I act older or younger than my age? Older doesn't always mean you're mature, same goes to younger doesn't always mean you're immature.

Am I a thrifter or a spender? THRIFTER
Am I jologs or conyo? Definitely JOLOGS
Am I materialistic or not? A little of both.
Am I in love or not? I am. :)

Be yourself. Yeah but who exactly is "yourself"?

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Next Wednesday is my flight to Shanghai. Too bad I couldn't buy the Lomo LC-A+ anytime soon. My dad agreed to lend me the money next month. So, next month it is. Sayang lang 'cause I'm pretty sure I won't be back in Shanghai anytime soon. Sayang yung shots! Oh well, more time to save money for the film. Hehe

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I joined the Fund Raising Committee in school. Hopefully this will be approved but we're planning a band fest as our first fund raising activity, tentatively on the last week of Feb. Verrrrryy excited! :D

Then, this summer, we're planning to have a Bikini Car Wash. My god that'll be so cool! Sana ma-approve yun. HEHEHE

PSIDol Season2
Hopefully this will be another option for the fund raising. The last batch earned big bucks from PSIDol. Hopefully our batch will do, too. Sana matuloy rin to. Hehehe

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Busy busy busy :)

Have a drink

2008-01-08T04:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOOOOOOOMMM :)

Happy 55th birthday, mom! I feel bad I can't be in the house tonight, but it's alright. At least I get to tell you how much I want to be like you when I grow older. I know I wouldn't be able to tell you that personally 'cause I'm not so good with words in person. You know how iyakin I can be. *wink wink Take care mom! I'll take care of you, too. Can't wait to go home and witness your kakulitan. HAHA I love you, mom :)

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I just finished my part in our thesis. WUHOO! Plus, I love my sched. I know it's the hell term but thank You God for giving me a kick-ass sched! :D

I'm staying over at Jayme's tonight for our thesis' sake. We're drinking while doing the thesis. Ok na ok diba? HAHA I'm so thankful 'cause so far I don't feel stress (yet). My subjects this term is very interesting as well. Hope I can manage this term with enthusiasm. HAHA

Gimmick day: FRIDAY XD

Oh God

2008-01-06T04:50:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna think anymore! My thoughts are disturbing me again. I can't bear with it. It's too disturbing. It's too sad.

I just thought of the future again, of what might happen this year. Fucking shit I don't wanna think about deaths anymore. I thought of what would be the feeling if I lost those certain persons. *KNOCK ON WOOD. Fuck. Di ko na kaya. I'm doing my thesis I can't concentrate.

Oh God, it's a Sunday. I promise I won't miss church today just don't let me think about those things again. It's depressing. I'm just missing people more. It's hard for me 'cause I haven't lost anyone so close to me before. I don't think I'm ready to experience it. I'm enjoying right now. People going away is alright. *Going away meaning going abroad or getting married or things like that. That's fine, pero wag muna death.

I know I have to face it soon. Pero please, not now... I might be thinking about these so that I could express more. I know God, I get You, but please, enough with that. Please help me not think about it, ok? I'm scared I might not live my life so normally. I'd be depressed so often. Wag na God, ah? Put them away, ah?

Please?..

Ayoko na.

Plate mode

2008-01-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

It's only the third day of 2008 and I'm really getting the feeling that it's going to be different from the previous year.

I can sense it's going to be serious this year. Pano yan eh I intend to have more laughs this year?

I can sense an unhealthy competition.

I can sense heavier work load. NOOOOO shit. -- I must learn how to relax more. I must confide in you more often than not.

I'm trapped in a bottle.

I think I'm being superstitious. These will happen if I think it will happen. So, I think it's going to be a great year! More luck coming our way. More laughs, less tears. Deeper meaning of friendship. Greater bond in our family. More free time to watch my Koreanovelas. *wink wink ;) More cash *chi-ching! Travel. Being more adventurous. More bands to watch. Less cigarettes to smoke. Being a better person.

Keep that positive energy.

But then again, I wish for more misfortunes and mishaps, too. I know who my family is and who my real friends are. I just want to be closer to them. Tighter hugs and more kisses. Hehehe

Now, I wonder what's in store for me this year? :)

Asawa ko

2007-12-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm a certified HUNIFIED. HAHAHAHAHAH!

My sister saw this in YouTube and showed it to me. OH MY GOD! My baby's playing the piano. HAHAHA!

How lovely *Beautiful heart eyes hahahahah!

I think I deserve an apology

2007-12-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

but then again, why would I ask something that you cannot give?

I feel like I ran 10,000,000 kilometers. I have cold and short breaths.

Happy Christmas :)

2007-12-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

Christmas at home with our dogs HAHAHAHA :)) (Ginaya kay ate Marga hahahaha!!)

Papatalo ba? SYEMPRE HINDE! HAHAHAHA

28Dec,2007
Huling hirit namin this year. It's a very very white Christmas! Christmas party at Nic's place. Pot luck. Exchange gifts. Ang saya! Excited nako! I'm already cooking food. HAHAHA XD Attire: Semi-formal. HAHAHA ;)

Next up: New Year's party! K-POP! XD

TONIGHT:
My cousins from Pampanga and US are coming here. GRAND REUNION. I'm excited to see them! I haven't seen my cousins from the US for many many years now. Ang gulo nito mamaya hahahaha! :)) I hope they brought us nice bags, too, HEE-HEE! XD

Happy Christmas you guys! :D See you soon :)

Another year

2007-12-18T03:32:00.000+08:00

Oh what a waste of time it is
to indulge inside of bliss
getting ready for another year like this

Another year to lie
Another year goes by

A week before Christmas and I haven't finished my Christmas shopping yet. Why? Because our school is haunting us. Until this week, we have to finish a scaled model of a condo unit. Our theme: Futurism. We just came up with the idea because we saw silver spray paint. We decided it's a nice color for the walls. It's pretty good, actually. I'm excited for this to be finished, and it's not just because of the Christmas break. Hehehe

Last night, I mentioned it in my previous entry that I was in Youtube.com the whole night. Well, I was talking to Chris at the same time on YM then the whole time. We talked about frustrations, thoughts, etc. He's bored with life, and I actually know what he's talking about! I'm trying to help him out with that by doing something new. Something he hasn't done before. You know, just to get him excited about life again. And, he's crazy about One Tree Hill so with that I guess he'll get more excited 'cause he might feel he;s living in Tree Hill. HAHAHA

Life after PSID

A few days ago, I think that was last week, I went to Greenbelt after my class. My cousins and I were supposed to have dinner that night so I just went to Greenbelt and planned to wait for them until 7pm. Well, it didn't push through but anyway, I bumped into some of my friends who just graduated, by the way, from PSID batch 2007. I was in Starbucks and they were about to sit on the table across mine. Then I saw them. So we chatted. They just got their year book (which was given to them super quick, may I just say). While flipping through the pages, I asked them what are their projects so far. Jose turned down offers 'cause he wanted to rest for a while. So did the others. Some, like Jezer, has gotten a lot of projects already. Most are events. Surprisingly, no condo units so far. Haha. Anyway, I thought of our exhibit. I'm so nervous about it. Good thing we have sponsors already this early. All thanks to their batch!

2 terms left which means 6 months and we're going to have our exhibit already. That's October 2008. Graduation on December 2008. Fuck. After that, then what? I'm so confused. I don't want to work yet 'cause for me, it's a sign that I'm getting older. It's not that I'm afraid to grow up. Getting old lang. Haha. I don't want to work yet. And fuck that's in Singapore (which is my target). Singapore's boring! Even if they hold the Singaporean sale annually, it's BORING. I don't want to work yet. I want to finish my minors first. Actually I want to take up Fine Arts in UP, or Clothing Tech in UP ('cause I can't afford SOFA yet haha). However, I want to earn money already. I have lots of goals in life and I want to pay my parents back ASAP. I'm planning that I should've bought 2 cars by the time I'm 25 (1 for me, 1 for my parents). By the time my mom's 60 (which is in 5 years), I should have my retirement gift for my mom designed and made already. Her shop will be great. By the time I'm 25, I should have opened up a new restaurant/coffee shop as my side project. I want to study again, hopefully abroad like Milan. Take up additional subjects. Maybe study Fashion design, too. But that's when I have money already.

I want to work already for these. Pero what's the catch? Losing in touch with my family and friends. Being workaholic maybe?

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Family first.

It is family first! I'm working for them. It's not for me.

Take a rest sometime.

Stress.

Tama ba?

KOREA - JOO JI HOON! Para madali! Pakasalan mko para wala nakong stress!

Tama tama! HAHAHA

Seoul Searching

2007-12-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

Youtube
Youtube
Youtube

Youtube all night! My sister and I watched in Youtube a TV show in Korea. They were interviewing the Goong (Princess Hours) cast. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH I love it! He's so cute! Sobra akong kilig sa kanya. He's so adorable!! Aaaaaaaarrrrggghhhh..

Why dyou have to be so cute
Is it possible to ignore you

I really want to go to Korea! I'm so excited for Shanghai. He might be there. AHI ;)) WAHAHAHAHHA YUUUCCCKK! Ang pathetic. HAHA! Pero who wouldn't fall in love with this guy???

Ahihihi ;))

Bago bago bago

2007-12-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

This layout is what I was planning to do in my multiply site. Thanks to my brain and to my time, I can't do it. HAHAHA I'm more comfortable in Blogspot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VON! (7 Dec)
Sorry I forgot about it. It was a good thing I asked today, right? Or was it insulting? I'M SO SORRY!! I thought it was next next. Oh well, bawi ako. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYE! (8 Dec)
Being 19 is nothing! Fuck age. It's all in the mind! HAHAHA May you be 18, 19, 21, 30, 60 or whatever, I'll still forever love you and your childish ways. ;)
Hey, count me in to whatever your plan is. :)

Mr. Freeze, everything's for free. :)

2007-12-01T03:44:00.000+08:00

First day of December. I can feel that it's Christmas 'cause of the winter chill feel. It's getting colder and the days are getting shorter while the nights are getting longer. Pero may kulang.

SNOW

Haha! But seriously, other than that, there's still something missing. I can't figure it out.

I hung out with the girls a while ago at Trinoma. It's Nic's first time in Trinoma! :) Foodtrip. Then we headed to Guibs's place. Isaw galore! Foodtrip the whole day hehehe! I enjoyed. :) I really love my friends so much. They really make me feel alive. :) Ok na ko ng ganito. Sana nothing bad happens. Or if ever something bad happens, we'd figure something out to fix it. I don't want another batch of drama. Ayoko na maulit yun. Hehe

Why do I feel so alive? Because everyday, all I see are the same things. Same school, same persons, same issues, same irritating people, same activities, etc. This is the part of my world where it is very serious. Sometimes it's fun although it's always stressful. Gastos.

When I'm with them, it's very lax. I don't think of anything that's outside this world. Just enjoy. Have fun. Talk. Gossip. Catch up. In short, just be a friend, and just love your friends. They'll love you back, don't worry. Minsan threefold or even a hundredfold. It's the best feeling in the world. Better than getting high or comfort foods or getting drunk (for some).

The other night, it was the launch of our practicum in Market Market. It was surprisingly sosyal. Hahaha I had fun even though the guests were few. Piling tao lang ata. Kagoosebumps nung ribbon cutting 'cause the host was narrating that.."the booths were arranged by young designers, the Advanced class students of PSID batch 2008." Oh my god. Kakilabot. Parang grad. Hahahaha! Pero grabe, parang nakakataba ng puso. Hehe!

Christmas is just around the corner. It's too fast! It's too fast.

It's ate Marga's last Christmas here. It's so sad. I can't get over grabe. Kainis ngayon pa kami naging super super super close. I mean, we've always been pero ewan ko. Siguro kasi malapit na yung send off kaya we make every second count. Pero shet super nakakamiss naman when she's out of the house. I know I should feel like I gained rather than lost. Alam ko mabilis ang buhay pero bakit parang nakafastforward ata yung akin? Maikli rin siguro buhay ko.

Hmm.. Selfishly, mas gusto ko yun. Para di ako yung makakafeel ng namatayan. Hehe. Pero shet. Wala lang. Hehe Ang selfish. Hehe

PRINCESS HOURS
Oh my god super addict ako dito ngayon. AND! Shet, ngayon lang ako ulit nagkacrush ng parang ganito. HAHAHAHA! Would you believe, the last time it's this bad, it was Daniel Radcliffe. WAHAHAHAHA! How bad? As in gusto ko sya mameet at gusto ko maging kami! Ang pathetic diba?? Lalo na kay Daniel Radcliffe dati. Wahahaha! Now it's Joo Ji Hoon! Oh my god! I used to hate Koreans pero now, I'm super fascinated! I wanna go to Korea nga someday eh! Weird! HAHAHA

I look like him pa raw! =)) Super funny pero kilig ako haahahah!!

28th of December
It's my inaanak's baptism. Maiqui, when you're 18, yosi tayo. Wahaha joke lang :) Wala akong kwentaaaa! Hinde, I'll be the best ninang there is! Pag yang tatay mo may inuwing lalake, tayo magbbonding. Hehehe :) Ako magtuturo sayo magdrive for sure kasi yang tatay mo, delikado. HAHAHAHA Nyko mahal kita hahaha! Anak ko sya, wag ka makialam. Hahahaha!

I'm not an addict. K's choice mode. ;)

Sembreak (kuno)

2007-11-07T09:39:00.000+08:00

I have no sembreak but I had 1 whole week free! I enjoyed it very much because I got to hang-out with my very close friends. :) 4 days nakanila Nic! Eets a lat of fan :D

I missed them soooo much! Alive na naman ako :)

Super namiss ko maghang-out with Nic. Sya yung pinaka di ko nakasama ever since college started.

We had our girls night out last October. Di ko akalain we're going to hang-out ulit ng ganun. Tapos may kasunod pa. I LOVE IT! :D

I'll update this later, I have to go to LKG bldg. Baboosh!

Sobfest

2007-10-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

I've been sick for almost a week but I stayed i the house for 3 whole days to rest. Today, I actually feel great already. And I missed old movies. So I had a VCD marathon and watched my favorites. So far I watched ABOUT A BOY, WEDDING SINGER, SERENDIPITY and (this one you'll find very funny) PANGAKO IKAW LANG. WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I love AGA!! HAHAHHAHA! Regine was ok lang pero love the movie! HAHAHA!

Grabe naiyak talaga ako sa Wedding Singer. I'm still hoping, wishing someone will write me a song and sing it to me in front of lots of people.

Grabe naiyak din ako ng sobra sa Serendipity kahit memorize ko na yun. Hahahaha Kinikilig pa rin ako sa Waiting in vain HAHAHA! May value lang talaga yung movie na yun sakin. Very nostalgic. Can relate ng konti. Hehehehe

I don't wana keep you for myself. Enjoy! :)

For you, let's try a new gameplan. How about time? Let time tell us. I think we've been growing old instead of getting younger.

We've only just begun to live

2007-09-04T18:03:00.000+08:00

Dance dance

September is such a busy and exciting month. My birthday and debut's coming soon. FOB, too! I'm so excited with that! I treat the tickets like it's something so fragile. Which it is!! I'd kill myself if I lost those or if something bad happens to it. Yun na nga lang birthday gift ko sa sarili ko eh! HAHA First term is almost done as well. Wuhoo! Sakto, we have a break pa on the 3rd week (Sept17-21) Sarap! I love this month. :) Start na pala ng -ber! Von (my friend) saw christmas tree sales already! My goodness. Ang bilis ng taon. It just reminds me how short life is. Speaking of, condolence to the Sison-Madrid clan for their loss. +

My debut is still not perfect. I mean. there're lots to prepare. I hope I finish everything soon. Hopefully, I can send the invites this week, and finish everything the week before the event. It's really a big load off of my shoulders when they announced we'll be having a term break because we don't usually have one. Usually, it's tuloy-tuloy the whole year. Our fixed break is only the Christmas break. Of course Holy week pero we have make-up classes for that one after. Hay. Oh well, I hope I can get it done! I'm excited, too! I hope everybody can attend and finish it. I hope din they'll enjoy it. Sana naman. Minsanan na lang ako mag-throw ng party eh! Hehehe.

I watched 1408 for 3 straight freaking days! HAHAHA 2 dvd copy at Jayme's house tas 1 in the movie house with Nyko in Eastwood. Freaky! Most didn't like it. I liked it! Medyo logic. Hehehe! It's kinda heavy and medyo bitin pero twas ok naman hehe! I have fears kasi about that eh tsaka I have imagined things like that kaya I liked it. Hehe! Epiphany for the strong ones; Haunting for the weaklings. If you want something light siguro, Disturbia. Hehe! I LOVE SHIA LE BOUEF! SUPER! Hahahaha

Thoughts. Hmm. Ganun pa rin. The usual shit. Disturbing pero I can handle it na naman na. Hehehe Some are about the past (those that make me happy and sad at the same time). Some are my plans for the future (or the next day 'cause that's the farthest I know for sure I'll be breathing). Some are my regrets pero I try to erase those and turn those into accomplishments and try to be contented.

What's my name?

2007-08-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Got this Renchie's blog. HAHAHHAHA Super funny!

1. YOUR NAME:

Ma. Sarah Patricia de Guzman Mallari

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle):

Sarizzle -- WAHAHAHA!

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and fav animal):

Gray dog -- Ang labo!

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street name):

de Guzman Concepcion -- nyah!

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name.)

Malsadeg -- ANG LABOOO

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink):

Yellow milk shake -- Bakit parang mas pang ghetto/gangsta pa to??

7. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last
name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name,
2nd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name):

Aldean -- di naman ah!

8. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (father's middle name):

Paras -- hmm.. ok..?

9. GOTH NAME: (3rd favorite color, and one of the name of your pet)

White Toyko -- HUH???

BAKIT WALANG TUMUGMA???

Too much free time

2007-08-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

Today I'm supposed to be somewhere else, not in my house. Eh ayun.

I hate people in....

AYOKO NG MAKULIT.

Don't mess with me.

I want mashed potatoes with gravy.

Shet nagsusungit na naman ako. Iritable ako with every little thing. Maiksi pasensya ko lately. KAYA NGA DON'T MESS WITH ME EH. I don't know why it's maiksi. I dunno if it's maiksi or talagang nakakairita lang talaga?

I want to be in the bright side again.

Natasha Poly. Wala lang, one of my favorite models hehe!

Coincidental?

2007-05-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

What do the songs THE SCIENTIST, IF YOU LEAVE ME NOW and I WANNA KNOW have in common? Hmmm.

Do I want to go back to the start?

--

Summer is almost over. Summer was fun. :) Here's my checklist on having a fun Summer:

~~10 - Shop for my summer stuff~~

~~9 - Ice cream! I want Dairy Queen pero dirty ice cream is hella goooooood :)~~

~~8 - Eat the ULTIMATE HALO-HALO!~~

~~7 - Beach! Sana Bora or Batangas or Bohol or Subic.... HAHAHA --> with friends. :D~~ Pagudpud is the best! Hahaha! :))

6 - EK! (malamang with friends ulit! HAHAHAHA)

5 - Finish my fourth term then off to Advanced Course -- pending :)

~~4 - Sunbathe. Get a tan. ;)~~

3 - Henna tattoo

2 - TAGAYTAY! - Wala lang. For me it's better to go during Summer. HAHAHA

1 - Do something different with my hair. *dan dan dan daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn! rasta? HAHAHHAHA -- a haircut, is that ok? Hehehe!

Half is good, I guess hehe! Well, baby it ain't over till it's over. :))

Sizzling hot. Anything can happen

2007-04-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

So it's Summer already; however, I really don't have my Summer vacation. It's Easter Sunday today, and I don't freakin' know what I'm going to do. I'm going back to Manila in a few hours. Excited? Hmmmmmm konti. Hehe! Time to face reality again. Pft. Well, at least I'm close to my loved ones (aside from my family). :)

So, I've been having this dust allergies and I've been sneezing and having colds. Damnt. Harder to breathe than it already is. My sister and my cousins watched The Holiday pa last night (again for my sister and me. Hehe!), and I'm all crying again and stuff. HARDER TO BREATHE!! Pero Jude Law is sooooooo charming and sweet! So I guess twas worth it. Hehe! I'm a big weeper myself, too. Hehe! :)

Last Wednesday, I went with Kaye and her blockmates to Shangri-La and we all watched Wild Hogs. Surprisingly, it was HILARIOUS! I thought it was going to be funny but, I didn't expect it was that funny. I had fun with their company, and of course with Kaye's company. :) We ate in Cibo after then headed to Kaye's place, got some Krispy Kreme doughnuts (yum! :p) then headed to Vincent's place para mangulit. Hehe!

It's Summer already!!!!!! I can't wait! I'll be in Boracay from April 28 up to May 1. Excited! Hehe! I'll be with my sister and her friends and Vincent. :) It's going to be fun. Hehe!

What I have been up to:

Gateway with Vincent :)

Furniture Styles Finals

Eastwood

By the way

2007-02-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

A crazy independent, Spanish speaking
Arty flirty, red wine drinking
Sexy tomboy with a natural way of
Thinking crazy
By the way she's far away
And by the way she's far away

Yesterday, my family and I were in Camp Aguinaldo for the reunion. There was a meeting after. I fell asleep... in front of my titos and titas. How did I wake up?? Nauntog ako. Ehe! o.O Tawa pa nang tawa ate ko. How sweet. :]

Watched the last full show of the Epic Movie in Eastwood with Vincent and Kei. POTAENANG KORNY! Kaye told me na it's korny pero I watched pa rin. SHET! Sayang pera sana Music and Lyrics na lang. Oh well. Ababu after so bawi naman. Hehe!

Roadtrip kami ni Aniel nung Friday, looking for that non-existent school! I was so tired. Drews after. Twas ok naman.. Pfevorit ni girlfriend kaya ayos lang. Haha

I'm so excited for Summer! HAHAHA May nagbebenta na ng ultimate halo-halo dyan malapit. I can feel the heat! HAHAHAHAHAH Alavit. XD

No class tomorrow! YES!

Can you feel me? Excited. :)

By the way she's far away
And by the way she's far away

19 days

2007-02-24T10:35:00.000+08:00

19 f-ing days

My colorboard's done! I'm so happy. :)

SaGuijo last wednesday. Giniling Festival's album launch part2. Congrats uli! Hehehe

WEEEEEEEEEKKEEEEEEEEENNNDDDDDDDD sarap. :)

Was with my girlfriend last night. Yiheeeeeeeeeeeeee magbabati na silaaaaaaaaa hahahah :)

S-T-A-R-I-N-G! I can't stop staring

Babsi and KEI! EPIC MOVIE NA TAYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Ehe-ehe-ehe XD

KILIGGGGG! Aha-aha-aha haaaayyyy *higa XD

XD

2007-02-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

Tie breaker na! 3 all sa charades!

I want some ice cream please! :D and some tissue!

Oh! Oh! Oh! Look!! I have no more braces na :D

CHENEEEEEEEEN!!!! XD

Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat

2007-02-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

I feel dead.

Last night it was GIniling Festival's album launching! Yey.. I had fun. :) Congrats to you, guys. I had a great time kahit mainit. Hehe!

I still feel dead. Fuck.

:( Wala nang drive buhay ko.

HELP! (I need somebody)
HELP! (Not just anybody)
HELP!
HEEELLLPP!

I live every single day just to make myself happy, 'cause I know I can't expect everyone to make me happy.

New Year's Resolution

2007-02-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

Find that thing that makes me feel alive.

You are beautiful

2006-12-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

-- but you didn't mean a thing to me. -Deathcab for Cutie

Ayi! Parehas kami ni Lec ng pinapakinggan papuntang Pampanga. Wahahaha!

Lots of people are already texting me their Xmas messages. MGA ATAT! Hahaha! Joke.
To all of you, friends and foes:

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPY NEW YEAR!!!! Enjoy your Noche Buenas and booze! But never (i said NEVAH!) drive home or anywhere after. Stay where you are na! Hahaha. MWAH! :)

We're planning something. Sana matuloy! How sweet and romantic. :) HAHAHAHAHA dapat matuloy to!!!! Next week!

Grabe I'm in Pampanga again and it's indeed the best! Daming pagkain!!!! Wahahaha. Pero di ako gaanong nagugutom. Sakit puson. :( Sorry Vincent nasungitan na naman kita. Hehehe!

--

"Haliparot talaga" - Tsong

--

Rar S:D

--

Yesterday, I was in Greenhills (again. Like for the past 3 consecutive days I'd been there! Hahaha!) I saw Sam there at may kagaguhan sa Fruit Magic. Haha! Was with Vincent the whole time. Accompanied him on his xmas shopping. Ababu after with Kaye then Metrowalk! Yey!

Yey! May laman na iPod ko! :D:D Lalagay ko na yung Money Poohkiaw! Wahahaha! No more badtrip mornings! :D I'll put Giniling Festival songs and videos din para no more badtrip mornings talaga. YEHEY! :D *Uy Lec wag maghinala WAHAHAHA *rar S:D bembang bembang!

--

It was Kei's debut last Friday! I enjoyed! Pictures are still pending. Hehe! Siguro later or bukas. Hehe! We had fun Kei! We love you! :)

--

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D

Have yourself a merry little christmas day :)

2006-12-21T14:39:00.001+08:00

Christmas is so near! And yet I still have no enough money to buy presents. Hehe! Wait till January! Kaunti na lang naman na eh. Hehe! :)

I have no more clothes. Hahaha! Wala na talaga akong masuot! May time parehas sinuot kong damit for 2 consecutive days. Nagpalit lang ako ng shirt. Hahaha. Syempre undies not included. Hehe. Kaya I bought myself a new pair of jeans. YEY! :) Tapos ate bought new shirts kaya ok na yun! Hahaha!

I have my driver's license naaaaaaaa :D I'm so happy! Hope I could bring na a car. Practice muna ko pumunta kanila Kei tapos kanila Andy tapos palayo na nang palayo. Haha! Hopefully by summer. Hopefully rin may new car na by then. Hehe!

No more classes! Yipee! Bakasyon na! Pero how come I don't feel like it? Hmm?

Oh, Katwo! I've listened na pala to your new album. It's great! Haha! Kakarelate sa songs. Hahaha! Sorry, I forgot to tell you about it. :)

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Last night, I spent the whole night with Jayme and Mark. Jayme and I first ate in Italianni's for dinner. Then, waited for Mark. Went to Saguijo's to watch Urbandub play. Damnt! What a stupid Sammie who didn't bring her camera. Rar. Wrong timing. Haha. Then we headed to Gweilos, Ewood to watch naman Dictalicense. Andami ko nakita! So happy. Haha! I saw Jericho Rosales pa! Hahaha! *blush HAHA

"Asahan mo, mula ngayon pag-ibig ko sayo" :)

Sam

Biyernes

2006-11-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

A while ago, I was just listening to my Media Player. It was in shuffle. All of a sudden, after 10 years, Nico of Narda played. And I was like, wala lang. "Astig." And as the song played on, uhm, alam nyo yung feeling na parang nasa ibang time kayo? Basta parang ganun. Kanina, I felt it was summer, and I missed my summer kada. Cheesy, yeah, pero it's true!

"Won't you take me back, take me home, away from here. Back to where... I am free." -Los Banos, Sugarfree

I want things back na ayaw ko. Ewan. Malabo. Haha. I want things back 'cause I want people to get along, like it used to. Pero ayaw ko rin kasi people change. They've changed in their own ways. Ako, I think I've changed. Well, I hope so. I hope I'm a better person than before. Way better, I hope. Wala lang. I dunno what I want haha. The attitude/personality of people will clash, I think. I dunno which is better. Haha.

Haay. Pft. Just because of Nico by Narda. Haha

Nothing better. :)

2006-11-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

For the past week, well, hmm... it's been light. And I like it very much. Hahaha. Work load's been killing me but it still feels light. I like it! Hahaha. WHY? Go figure out. ;)

Got my mid-terms exam already in History! Not bad, not bad. So happy! Hahaha.

Friday, I spent my whole evening at Vincent's. Stargazed. Saya. :) Ang gaan talaga ng feeling. It's so amazing how it ate the whole 2hours. Haha. Went to Ababu after. YUM! :D Ayos! Kumpleto araw ko! Hahaha. :)

Saturday, went to The Block and watched HAPPY FEET!!!!! I enjoyed like a little kid. Hahaha. Ramon! Hahahaha. So funny and so cute! Mumble. Hahaha. I enjoyed talaga! HAHAHHA

Sunday, after we went to mass, we went to The Block (again? Haha). Ate Marga and kuya Mike dropped my mom and me then went to ate's office. My mom bought grocery and I window shopped. Haha. When ate Marga and kuya Mike got back from Ortigas, food trip!!! Hahaha. Paotsin first then Halfmoon then candy corner. HAHAHA. I enjoyed like a kid again. Haha. As usual, laughtrip with kuya Mike. Haha. Parang gago kasi. "Basta libre't marami, OK YAN!" Haha. "Ok talaga tong Paotsin na to eh. Taena ang mura tapos ang dami! Grabe Margs never na tayo magBBurgoo o kaya Pancake House o kaya SuperBowl. Paotsin na lang parati! Food court na to!" Hahaha. Parang gago. Hahaha.

A while ago, I went to Lasalle and met up with Vincent. We went home together, and Yeye tagged along. Haha! Si yeye nagchcheat! Nagtatanong ng answers sa quiz. WAHAHAHA. Programmatic political parties. Wtf Ye! Haha

Vincent, c'mon I'm sick o' you! Haha joke lang. ;)

Oh, here are some of the pictures from my last entry:

Patsy's birthday party

Chris Aniel Sam :)
Danielle's debut