wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

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October 2008

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August 2008

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Thursday, December 4, 2008
Suits me so well.

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.





Got this from Nic's Plurk. In a weird sense of way, it's scary, but definitely COOL. I think 90% stated above is true. Thanks Nic for the link. :)

Anyway, today's a very productive day for me. I went to UST for the modeling chova. Saw lots of people and HELLO ENDORPHINS! :) HAHA I saw Gec, Acy, Josh, Kei and her friends, Bombee and Jompy and their friends. Picked Kei up at around 10:30am and went to UST together. Catching up is always healthy. :) Was supposed to just take me an hour or so but I got held up for the lunch break. So I stayed there until 2:30pm 'cause the audition had a very long line. I was nervous because of BOMBEE punyeta tawa nang tawa nakaka-conscious MY GHAAAADD =)) HAHA! So there. I left UST around 2:30pm. HELLO My schedule said I had to be in Petron at around 1pm! Late late late. Good thing it wasn't traffic 'cause I have to go to Petron and finish things up. I arrived there at around 3:30pm and left at around 7:30pm with Marlon and with things finally done!

I really am a CRAMMER. I love cramming. And it's a good combination today because I saw lots of people first (which made me so happy) before working so I wasn't so stressed. I like this day. Hehe :)

I had coffee after then went to Katipunan to meet up with Vincent and his brother, Ryan. Had dinner at Ababu. Nyum nyum :-p Then headed home. And now, I'm doing this and PLURKING and surfing cute boys in the net and updating and AGAIN over-thinking (unconsciously at first) and as always, PLANNING.

Tomorrow, I will not go outside (YES, that is a PROMISE) because I have another thing to finish. All is done by tomorrow! IT HAS TO! Sabay nagkayayaan ng TWILIGHT oh!

KTHANKXBAI!!! *vrooooooooooommm*

HAHAHA!

Oh well.. See ya later!
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I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming
- Flightless bird, American mouth, Iron and Wine

P.S. So loving this song, REALLY!

12:51 AM

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