* sam
* urban nomadic
* photos. bands. coffee. arts. designs. Latin. beach. jazz. vintage. music. sunflowers. fashion.

wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

September 2008

August 2008

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Who am I, REALLY?

I've been over-thinking things the past few days and I was breaking down literally a couple of days ago. I don't know what triggered it. All I know is I have a problem. Bigger problem is: I don't know what my problem is!!!! HAHAHAHA!

Signs are pointing and leading me to something unknown for me. But I know something's up. People from the past just kept coming back. I just meet friends and suddenly asking me questions about life. Sudden changes that're not supposed to take me by surprise still manages to leave me unprepared. And, I dunno, coincidentally, I suddenly feel... old. Not mature but old. I wish it was the other way around.

A while ago, I met my friend and as mentioned earlier, we talked about life. Tangina. I was a bit enlightened BUT she didn't quite get me. Hehe! This conversation was so sudden! Biglaan lang talaga. Nakakagulat. Anyway, so there. We talked and she just told me that I'm not happy. I know that. Maybe I just couldn't truly admit it because I'm trying so hard to be happy that I didn't notice that I'm really not. Medyo magulo yung conversation namin kasi there're things she told me na medyo malabo (kasi hindi ko alam kung anu ba talaga. Andami kasing pwedeng sagot eh tapos extremes pa. Kaya malabo.) pero may mga ilan syang sinabi na tama.

She gave me two (2) advices:
1. Forgive yourself
2. Know what you want and what makes you and your heart happy.

Tangina ang seryoso ng post na to pero nakakainis na yung sarili ko kasi sobrang dami kong iniisip. Patong-patong na yung thoughts ko. Before I knew it, the opportunity passed me by already. My mind is over-powering me that I can't even listen to what my heart really wants. Tangina baliw na ata ako. Hindi nga ako under sa boypren ko pero sa sarili ko under ako. ANG LABO!!!

Enough of the question WHO AM I, how about WHAT MAKES SAMMIE HAPPY?

Woops! Sakin na lang yon. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

On a lighter note, hey I graduated already! *Wuhooo

I love these two! My freinds since DAY 1 in PSID. Lavyoooo :)


Thanks Vincent for being the photographer that night. :)

AND!!!


"I'm breaking all the rules now anyway... Since I'm going to hell." PUTANG INA!!!

"I say not enough... Just have a long, happy life with me." OH. MY. GOD! Namatay ako GRABE!!

Believe it or not, I have watched the movie FIVE (5) TIMES already. FIVE TIMES BABY!! I so love the PROM scene! Ugggghhh.... I always cry at that part. Plus the song, MY GOOOODD!! Which is
Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine, by the way. Listen to it even if you haven't seen the movie. You're gonna love it! It's giving me goosebumps already just by hearing the song playing in my head! WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!


And Oh my Gooooooooddd!!! I so envy freakin' TYRA BANKS HERE!!! God he's so sexxxxyyyy!!!! Watch it, SHYET!!!

PLURK


I'm enjoying it. Hahaha! Kewl. ;)

I love my day today. I was with Cheddar and her BFF hahaha! Hang-out kame. Hahaha! Kulet. MORE MORE MORE! :D

Anyway, will update again soon. I have to have some sleep!

KTHANKBAI!


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