wish list

new iPod
new laptop
Have my own place
iPod Dock or Edifier
Have my hair dyed blue
Suzuki Swift
travel to Japan
go to Bora
more bags and shoes! :)
save and earn money
Have a merry Christmas this year

sand

andy best drummer
kaye anti-social
kei hang time
motie spongebob
nic mrs. johnny depp
tapel light my fire
ye X piracy X

mine kinky
panget si vincent

kubo

acy alya anjo anna arianne bea sales berna ceska chippo danielle esme eia fatima issa izell jan juno katwo leo migui monic monte paeng pastar poj renchie rianne russ sam trogi the pogi

sea food

bamboo cambio chicosci itchyworms kjwan nARDA parokya ni edgar sandwich urban dub

bob marley no doubt the darkness

magic899 NU rock1075

puka shells

google yahoo friendster myspace photobucket hi5 blogger pinoy chords happy tree friends ultimate guitar

henna tattoo

jordi labanda carolina herrera stella mccartney dolce and gabbana kate spade marc jacobs betsey johnson

nostalgia

November 2008

October 2008

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August 2008

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by-standers

Thursday, January 29, 2009
See you soon!

Ok, so first of all, I'd like to say that it was a shocker for me and very tragic. Still couldn't believe it up to now. I thought it was just a terrible hoax at first. I just couldn't believe it. I thought going to your wake would make me believe, instead it just made me sad and regretful.

Why? It's the only question at the top of my head. Why now or why ever? You're so young and you have A LOT to give. I wish you would've waited, not insisting. It's just so sad. We used to be so close. I know, grade school days, las las chova. We might be the pioneers of Emo, you know? HAHAHA! You weren't cool if you didn't go to the Guidance Office. Hahaha! And then we just grew apart when you transferred to another school. No contact after that. Lots of rumors and hear-says about you, though none of them were really confirmed. Last I saw you was I think a year ago. Rumor had it you just got out of Rehab, around that time. My introduction was... lame. Haha! Asking you "Kamusta Rehab?" wasn't really such a good idea. Stupid Sammie hahahaha!

Hay. I wish I could've had the chance to catch up with you before you died. We just completely forgot about each other after grade school, which I think is sad 'cause we used to be so tight. Maybe if we had the chance to talk and got together a bit, we could've helped postpone your death a bit. Hay. Maybe it was really your time, I dunno. It's just so sad.

These are thoughts I didn't dare share in front of the people in your eulogy (which by the way, I am so sorry about! Hahaha! I hope people especially your mother wasn't offended by our lack of grief) Anyway, I hope you're contented and happy wherever you are right now. It is I think what you wanted, right? We'll meet again, men. Then I'll know some answers to our life's questions.

Rest in Peace, men. We'll meet again.

2:37 AM

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